Disscombobulated
at the minute i feel not very happy. i feel like have upset someone... its soooo a mess. The two people that i talk to the most online i feel like i couldnt talk about something to them as i know they might get sad. Tonite i ended up saying stuff to both of them.. and now i feel shit. i wish i had never done anything and never said anything coz now i think that they will b upset with me. I hate upsetting people.
I dont even know if anything will happen...i hate confusedness and i aint one to get my hope up about much... this is one of those things if it happens it happens.I'm not starting to hope it will or wont, i just dont know, it also depends on the other person involved.
Im starting to believe everyone to be a cynic, which is so fuckin harsh of me as, if anyone is cynical its me.
I care about my mates though and i dont want them to think any different of me coz of this situation,
this situation sucks.
I dont even know if anything will happen...i hate confusedness and i aint one to get my hope up about much... this is one of those things if it happens it happens.I'm not starting to hope it will or wont, i just dont know, it also depends on the other person involved.
Im starting to believe everyone to be a cynic, which is so fuckin harsh of me as, if anyone is cynical its me.
I care about my mates though and i dont want them to think any different of me coz of this situation,
this situation sucks.