...?
is it so bad that i just dont care any more?
i really dont...
i used to care a lot about my grades...A LOT...got progress reports today...probably by far my worst ever (by my terms)...needless to say i dont care...
colorguard...can we say burned out...i swear...we've been going over and over this damn show since july...no lie im ready for it to be over...
my parents...these days we never seem to be happy with each other...i used to try hard to make them happy...proud of me, one might say...but no...not now
i feel like im going along in my own lil world...setting aside all the things that i used to care about...
maybe im just being lazy...maybe my junior year is just burning me out...maybe i need more sleep...maybe i should try and care again...
truthfully...i dont know...and this whole entry is just a rant...i just needed to say somethings...
:/
i really dont...
i used to care a lot about my grades...A LOT...got progress reports today...probably by far my worst ever (by my terms)...needless to say i dont care...
colorguard...can we say burned out...i swear...we've been going over and over this damn show since july...no lie im ready for it to be over...
my parents...these days we never seem to be happy with each other...i used to try hard to make them happy...proud of me, one might say...but no...not now
i feel like im going along in my own lil world...setting aside all the things that i used to care about...
maybe im just being lazy...maybe my junior year is just burning me out...maybe i need more sleep...maybe i should try and care again...
truthfully...i dont know...and this whole entry is just a rant...i just needed to say somethings...
:/