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Feb 28, 2005 22:49

Well today had it's ups and downs. I didn't like it very much, but I don't want to complain because I know there were good things to equal out the bad. Besides I complain enough as it is. But eh, this will more than likely be mostly complaining anyways ^^; A heads up.

So I woke up this morning, got in a fight with Jenya (as some of you might have noticed o_o;) then when that finally ended I was happy. Until I found out that my playlist had been destroyed :( Luckily I had a list of the songs on it...most of them anyways. Too bad the best songs were songs I added onto the original list, so they weren't recorded. Umm, so we all went off to Rocky's house.

I was pretty happy for the first...hour and a half or so? I don't know. Then Rocky and Trevor showed up. Naturally, first thing off the bat Trevor has to go and make me feel bad. So then everybody starts feeling bad and trying to cheer me up (I'm really sorry if I brought you all down!!) But it's difficult. I don't like being at Rocky's house, no offense to Rocky. But now it's...just Jenya and Steve, Trish and Rocky, and me and Trevor. Trevor treats me like shit. So I treat him like shit back. And then we all just feel miserable. Well aren't we all just a happy bunch of bananas.

Hmm...I believe we went upstairs...oh yes, then I went downstairs and never came back up and Trevor got mad at me for not bringing up the ps2 (which we never even used upstairs anyways -_-) and came into the room and said something like "First off you're fuckin evil, I though you were gonna do something nice for once, but noooo" and jeez...maybe I went downstairs because it was so fricken cold upstairs. You never asked me to bring it up anyways. You asked Trish, and Rocky, but for some reason I wasn't asked. Because you avoid asking things of me?? I have no idea, Trevor makes no sense.

Went back upstairs...I really don't remember much but we must have started watching Naruto or something. No, we put on a movie. And ate pizza. Then watched Naruto or something. Then I left Rocky and Trish for a bit. Came back because I was fricken bored, but I got the hint that they didn't want me there o_o And since I'm a nice person, I left them alone. Watched people play DDR, hung out, had fun...oh man. Whoa, I don't remember when this happened, but I went down to sign Rocky's card and ripped my pants >< MY FAVORITE PANTS. Right at the crotch...but I guess the hole wasn't bad, it was a big hole, but...well it's hard to explain. I guess it was just easy to have it go unnoticed. I will sew it up after this entry.

Hehe, we ate cake. Good stuff. Aannd...Trevor started be an asshole to me again I guess. Told him that I was only a bitch because he was an ass...but apparently for him it's the other way around -_- Well honestly, I think that if it were anybody else making rude remarks towards Trevor, he wouldn't care. But it's not anybody else. It's me. And for some reason he just can't stand me. Some neverending grudge. But really, if he gave me respect, I could be one of the nicest people he knows. Unfortunately, that's not the case *shrug* You all know I'm a pretty nice person right? Yeah...I hate hurting people...and especially hurting them emotionally :( Because that's no fun. I know...

Ok, yeah that was a lot of complaining. I am sorry ^^; But eh, I really do think today had ups too. And I didn't want to leave :( Oh well...if Trish can get her homework done and stuff we can go over again tomorrow, we'd have to leave by 5 though...
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