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i hate this time of year. how everything is just routine. i feel like a damn robot everyday.
but i would like to say to you: i am sorry that i have treated you so badly these past months. you know you didn't deserve it. i didn't deserve the ways that you treated me [in a good way.] and i don't even know how you can still talk to me today. you have a good heart, i hope you always know that. i just wanted to make things right. because you deserve that in every way.
& on another note, i should know better than this. i really should. i'm at my edge.
but i would like to say to you: i am sorry that i have treated you so badly these past months. you know you didn't deserve it. i didn't deserve the ways that you treated me [in a good way.] and i don't even know how you can still talk to me today. you have a good heart, i hope you always know that. i just wanted to make things right. because you deserve that in every way.
& on another note, i should know better than this. i really should. i'm at my edge.