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hmmm aside from last night i haven't written anything in this in FOREVER...
totally did not hold myself together tonight...but really feel the need to thank Ethan for what he said to me. seriously it helped...janea i love you...everyone i have talked to (seriously talked to) the past two night are the most amazing people ever. i hope that you all know that.
**AND TO CLEAR THINGS UP********
ME AND JOHN ARE NOT TOGETHER ANYMORE BECAUSE HE IS A PIECE OF SHIT WHO CHEATED ON ME WITH SOME 18YR OLD SCENE CHICK SUPPOSEDLY THE DAY AFTER MY GODDAMN BIRTHDAY. HE IN NO WAY BROKE UP WITH ME UNLESS IN SOME TWISTED WAY HIS CHEATING ON ME WAS HIS WAY OF BREAKING UP WITH ME BUT NOT ACTUALLY TELLING ME...FUCK YOU. I HAVE DONE SO MUCH FOR YOU AND MY FAMILY HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR YOU. THANK YOU FOR ONCE AGAIN MAKING ME FEEL LIKE COMPLETE SHIT.
totally did not hold myself together tonight...but really feel the need to thank Ethan for what he said to me. seriously it helped...janea i love you...everyone i have talked to (seriously talked to) the past two night are the most amazing people ever. i hope that you all know that.
**AND TO CLEAR THINGS UP********
ME AND JOHN ARE NOT TOGETHER ANYMORE BECAUSE HE IS A PIECE OF SHIT WHO CHEATED ON ME WITH SOME 18YR OLD SCENE CHICK SUPPOSEDLY THE DAY AFTER MY GODDAMN BIRTHDAY. HE IN NO WAY BROKE UP WITH ME UNLESS IN SOME TWISTED WAY HIS CHEATING ON ME WAS HIS WAY OF BREAKING UP WITH ME BUT NOT ACTUALLY TELLING ME...FUCK YOU. I HAVE DONE SO MUCH FOR YOU AND MY FAMILY HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR YOU. THANK YOU FOR ONCE AGAIN MAKING ME FEEL LIKE COMPLETE SHIT.