i dunno....

[before_you_xx]

so I pretty much lost 3 of my closest friends this weekend for no apparent reason. I have no idea what is going on but none of them are talking to me or Dom. I'm done crying over this bullshit obviously I'm doing something wrong and if they can't fucking come to me and tell me then I guess they aren't really friends. It just hurts because Alicia was supposed to be one of my best friends and Missy and I were getting extremely close those last couple of months before she left. And I dunno how Lindsay got involved but for some reason she hates me now too. This of course is all what ppl are telling me, but none have them have said a word to me for almost a week and I'm used to talking to them everyday so I guess it's true.

I'm just done trying now. I'm done with making an effort.