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I haven't written for a long time because practically nothing was happening but now the time to write has come
I feel like I'm alone, I can't believe people and can trust only to my Mum. And I can't remember the time when I was so empty inside. It seems for me that there are only people who only wants to get something from me and they're not my friend but I have to do these things and I really don't know why I just can't say "NO"
I'm afraid to stay forever alone, afraid that my little sisters will meet nice guys, will marry them and I always will wait I don't know what for...
I feel like I'm alone, I can't believe people and can trust only to my Mum. And I can't remember the time when I was so empty inside. It seems for me that there are only people who only wants to get something from me and they're not my friend but I have to do these things and I really don't know why I just can't say "NO"
I'm afraid to stay forever alone, afraid that my little sisters will meet nice guys, will marry them and I always will wait I don't know what for...