(no subject)
i havent posted in a while... i am sooo damn tired. its like... 8:15am and its mothers day and i gotta goto work. it kind of sucks, but i guess that means money. cant argue with that since im broke till.. well.. forever. today is just one of those mornings when your up but you cant focus on anything. i feel like im retarded. atleast im only working till like... 3:00 or 4:00 so i can come home and get like a 20 minute nap or something. i havent seen shannon thursday, which sucks, and since im working all next week (because im an asshole and everyone is leaving for bartenders bash so im working for them...) i dont know when im going to see her next.. i miss her.. ;/.
ahhh man i wanna finish my car and sell that bitch! i got a good bit of money saved up for a motor swap, ive picked out a blacktop SR20det with upgraded cams... as soon as i put that in, its getting sold. so if anyone knows someone (or wants themselves) a 1991 Nissan 240sx with a SR20det swap, front mount intercooler and full exhaust for $9,500 ... leave a comment... haha... its fast. fast as hell...
im almost positive that im going to buy a box when i sell the car (Scion xB) .. i know its not the best looking car... ok, i know its ugly as hell... its a cherrios box on wheels... but it gets sick gas mileage, it has alot of features, the interior is big, and it isnt very expensive... but cmon, you get what you can right? and if payments are low enough (and i can find a place to keep it) im going to buy another 240 to work on as a project... i hate the thought that i wouldnt have a nissan. haha...
if i can make a couple hundred dollars this week, i will actually be able to put money away for "the cause" (the car) and i would be able to get school clothes. the last time i went school clothes shopping, i ended up getting like 3 shirts, a pair of pants and we said we would get more another time and that other time has never come around, so im just going to buy them myself. the last time i got new clothes before that was when shannon bought em for me for our 1 year... which was a while ago.
ive been getting really shitty tips lately... im starting to think that im just not a very good server... i know im a hard worker.. but maybe im just not good at serving people.. i still make alot of money at work (atleast more than i would at other places) but not as much as i probably should... so im thinking im probably just not very good at my job.. thats a really shitty realization after a year... i would look for a new job, but there isnt anywhere that i would make the money i do now... i donno. kind of stuck i guess. i dont even mind the work. its not that bad.. i just think i suck at it (apparently) lol...
Danny (Allis) moved back home... so now i have someone to play guitar and go surfing/skimming with. it kind of sucks doing that stuff by yourself. this is going to be a rough summer, because i want to enjoy myself and spend time with shannon and my friends, but i also know i need to work... alot.. i have to get a new car.. .i need a positive change...
im going to goto bcc next semester (Fall 05') .. i gotta register... thats going to be nice, i wont have to drive to Boca every other day. that drive sucked. no point driving there if i dont even get to enjoy the school... i never got to do anything.. so if im not going to do anything, i might as well do it close to home... haha... alright, i gotta get ready for work. comment. you too chris. seriously.
ahhh man i wanna finish my car and sell that bitch! i got a good bit of money saved up for a motor swap, ive picked out a blacktop SR20det with upgraded cams... as soon as i put that in, its getting sold. so if anyone knows someone (or wants themselves) a 1991 Nissan 240sx with a SR20det swap, front mount intercooler and full exhaust for $9,500 ... leave a comment... haha... its fast. fast as hell...
im almost positive that im going to buy a box when i sell the car (Scion xB) .. i know its not the best looking car... ok, i know its ugly as hell... its a cherrios box on wheels... but it gets sick gas mileage, it has alot of features, the interior is big, and it isnt very expensive... but cmon, you get what you can right? and if payments are low enough (and i can find a place to keep it) im going to buy another 240 to work on as a project... i hate the thought that i wouldnt have a nissan. haha...
if i can make a couple hundred dollars this week, i will actually be able to put money away for "the cause" (the car) and i would be able to get school clothes. the last time i went school clothes shopping, i ended up getting like 3 shirts, a pair of pants and we said we would get more another time and that other time has never come around, so im just going to buy them myself. the last time i got new clothes before that was when shannon bought em for me for our 1 year... which was a while ago.
ive been getting really shitty tips lately... im starting to think that im just not a very good server... i know im a hard worker.. but maybe im just not good at serving people.. i still make alot of money at work (atleast more than i would at other places) but not as much as i probably should... so im thinking im probably just not very good at my job.. thats a really shitty realization after a year... i would look for a new job, but there isnt anywhere that i would make the money i do now... i donno. kind of stuck i guess. i dont even mind the work. its not that bad.. i just think i suck at it (apparently) lol...
Danny (Allis) moved back home... so now i have someone to play guitar and go surfing/skimming with. it kind of sucks doing that stuff by yourself. this is going to be a rough summer, because i want to enjoy myself and spend time with shannon and my friends, but i also know i need to work... alot.. i have to get a new car.. .i need a positive change...
im going to goto bcc next semester (Fall 05') .. i gotta register... thats going to be nice, i wont have to drive to Boca every other day. that drive sucked. no point driving there if i dont even get to enjoy the school... i never got to do anything.. so if im not going to do anything, i might as well do it close to home... haha... alright, i gotta get ready for work. comment. you too chris. seriously.