Aug 21, 2005 20:29
I'm playing a show sometime in October.
That's fun.
I'm playing three of my songs and covering one.
I wish Kevin would go and cry.
But that won't happen cause my words are futile towards him.
Nothing I do will ever hurt him like he's hurt me.
I don't know why I'm so fragile.
Any little thing he does makes me want to cry.
I hate it.
Very much.
Just like I hate that stupid, disfigured, Hawaiin bitch.
That stupid slut.
I wish she'd go away.
I wish everything would go away for a while til I can clear my head.
And make this dehydration go away.
If only Jeremy was gay.
He's like, the only guy I ever feel comfortable talking to alone.
And as if this whole Kevin thing weren't enough, today I was looking for my little keyboard and I called my mom to see if she knew where it was and she said that it broke and she threw it away.
What a great day.