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I'm through with everything.
Everything with Kevin.
I've made my mind up.
And I can't continue talking to him while I still harbor these feelings.
Especially since I know he'll get back with Cailin.
I wrote a song about it cause I can't tell him to his face.
I know he'll get mad and upset.
But it's just like what my song says.
I've got to start thinking of myself for once in this situation.
I have to start making myself happy and stop relying on him.
Cause he'll never fulfill that it.

So on Monday, I'll walk into the school and that's what I'll do.
I'll walk.
Walk to my new state of being.
And disappear in the crowd.