Same as my space
I'm to that point in life where everything just pisses me off. I think I just get to emotional involved, well I get to emotional wrapped up in crappy situations and or comments. Everyone lately, with the exception of a few, just piss me off everytime I see them. I hjave such a hard time understanding people it makes my blood pressure sky rocket. The worst part is that one stupid event/situation will set me off and I remember all the stupid shit that has pissed me off in the last month or so.
I know I have a hard time keeping my comments to myself and whatnot but at least my are well merited and have a bases of truth or actual thought. Other people just shoot off at the mouth or have a word vomit. The kicker is when they are shooting off at the mouth and it's not a word vomit they just said something really stupid because they are either jealous, or just plain stupid. I'm not sure which I can't understand the jealously and I would like to think they aren't that stupid but sometimes the shit that pours out of their mouth is just fucking ridiculous. They believe every word the say and yet they have no ground to stand to make such an accusation. They put someone down and belittle them and yet they themselves are 20 times worse then their accusations or others.
Why I ask you do people do this? What is their problem? Number one why can't they mind their own bussiness? Why must they slide in small comments of belittlement? Does it really make them feel better? I mean right in front of the other persons face! Or they will don't it in front of someone who will inturn repeat it back. HOW FUCKING STUPID CAN YOU BE!
I mean we are in college and this is Jr. High shit now. I know it shouldn't bother me and most of the time it doesn't but because of all the other shit which I don't feel like posting here I have to rant about something or I will explode. My point however, is that the petty shit has got to go in my life. Kara may disagree with my here but I much rather liked having no friends in sight, because most of the people I call friends piss me off more then anything.
Well I have class in twenty mintues I should go smoke and calm down before I walk in there.
I know I have a hard time keeping my comments to myself and whatnot but at least my are well merited and have a bases of truth or actual thought. Other people just shoot off at the mouth or have a word vomit. The kicker is when they are shooting off at the mouth and it's not a word vomit they just said something really stupid because they are either jealous, or just plain stupid. I'm not sure which I can't understand the jealously and I would like to think they aren't that stupid but sometimes the shit that pours out of their mouth is just fucking ridiculous. They believe every word the say and yet they have no ground to stand to make such an accusation. They put someone down and belittle them and yet they themselves are 20 times worse then their accusations or others.
Why I ask you do people do this? What is their problem? Number one why can't they mind their own bussiness? Why must they slide in small comments of belittlement? Does it really make them feel better? I mean right in front of the other persons face! Or they will don't it in front of someone who will inturn repeat it back. HOW FUCKING STUPID CAN YOU BE!
I mean we are in college and this is Jr. High shit now. I know it shouldn't bother me and most of the time it doesn't but because of all the other shit which I don't feel like posting here I have to rant about something or I will explode. My point however, is that the petty shit has got to go in my life. Kara may disagree with my here but I much rather liked having no friends in sight, because most of the people I call friends piss me off more then anything.
Well I have class in twenty mintues I should go smoke and calm down before I walk in there.