Oct 18, 2004 16:17
i have no soul anymore. i'm going to hell. i suck at life and deserve to be shot. i can't concentrate on anything anymore and all i do is worry. i'm gonna have a heart attack if i don't kill myself first. i have the worst luck in the entire world--this of course would only happen to me. nobody knows and i suck at keeping secrets.
so besides getting lost in my endless fields of depression from time to time, today was a pretty good day. i finally gave my stupid speech on love and now as a result everyone wants my body. i took the bus home today cuz i'm a cool senior. i passed a psych test that i thought i failed. we got more time to work on the math test (too bad i still didn't know how to do it). i actually got the entire meet the press quiz right for once. the assembly was pretty cute too minus the acting in the background lol.
maybe i'll see u in hell. kthx bye.