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"Maybe Some Day You'll All Know The Real Me, But For Now I'm A Book Not Meant To Be Finished"
so its been a lil bit since i last updated again
haha
im really like only on to check up on friends that update and shit
HI KAYTEA!!!! cuz i have the feeling ull read this, its been good seeing you around lately
but yea i uhh managed to have 2 girlfriends in the last 3 weeks. this girl named krystil who managed o cause a shit ton of drama around me, glad thats done and over with, but then got back with my ex kayla, and we broke uit off mutually. just something didnt feel right ya know
uhh i managed to wreck my car, so now im driving my dad's truck. and cuz of the whole car thing, my mother showed her true feelings towards me. she refused to help me and told me it was my dad's and i's problem. its weird cuz her and i used to be so damn tight and then everything changed. but shit happens.
so my dad is talking about us moving cuz of lack of money. id like to but at the same time, so much stuff seems right up here again and now ima lose it again from the sounds of it. idk
so i havent jammed in a long time. cuz from the sounds of it cerberus isnt together anymore. but i might get to jam again sometime soon with aniother band. music has honestly become something i cant go without, i had my mp3 battery die on me and i couldnt listen to anything and i thoughtmi was gonna cry. seriously. its almost sad haha
so i realized i just wanna find someone i can be my actual self around and feel really comfortable around, like that girl would be amazing, lol. we all wish
so i have come to terms with it, i think a alcoholic, and after this weekend i really am not happy about it. i dont feel happy when i just am drunk, i have to bet plastered, then im trashing my body.
anyone wanna help me out here? heh
idk wat else to write but i need a shower
so im outty
later homies
-ken-
oh ya my dog had a puppy, the lil guy is a squirmy lil bastard haha
so its been a lil bit since i last updated again
haha
im really like only on to check up on friends that update and shit
HI KAYTEA!!!! cuz i have the feeling ull read this, its been good seeing you around lately
but yea i uhh managed to have 2 girlfriends in the last 3 weeks. this girl named krystil who managed o cause a shit ton of drama around me, glad thats done and over with, but then got back with my ex kayla, and we broke uit off mutually. just something didnt feel right ya know
uhh i managed to wreck my car, so now im driving my dad's truck. and cuz of the whole car thing, my mother showed her true feelings towards me. she refused to help me and told me it was my dad's and i's problem. its weird cuz her and i used to be so damn tight and then everything changed. but shit happens.
so my dad is talking about us moving cuz of lack of money. id like to but at the same time, so much stuff seems right up here again and now ima lose it again from the sounds of it. idk
so i havent jammed in a long time. cuz from the sounds of it cerberus isnt together anymore. but i might get to jam again sometime soon with aniother band. music has honestly become something i cant go without, i had my mp3 battery die on me and i couldnt listen to anything and i thoughtmi was gonna cry. seriously. its almost sad haha
so i realized i just wanna find someone i can be my actual self around and feel really comfortable around, like that girl would be amazing, lol. we all wish
so i have come to terms with it, i think a alcoholic, and after this weekend i really am not happy about it. i dont feel happy when i just am drunk, i have to bet plastered, then im trashing my body.
anyone wanna help me out here? heh
idk wat else to write but i need a shower
so im outty
later homies
-ken-
oh ya my dog had a puppy, the lil guy is a squirmy lil bastard haha