might as well

[befallen_angel]

well everone, you might know and not know but to get it done and over with, alyssa and i arent together anymore unfortunatly. we are still in love which is good but we might try again when shes in ninth grade. im still very confused on why and if ill be able to be with her again. weve talked in stuff but its not the same. but like anybody cares what i feel and whats gonna hurt me. its not alyssa fault for me saying that. its the ppl i thought were my friends laughing at me about it and saying shit. all you fuckheads that wanna say shit dont go put it on myspace or leave me little messages on yahoo, fucking wait and say it to my face or at least have the decentsy to tell me what you got to say well talking to me. i felt alot better the other day thought becuz i burned all the notes from nicole and the picture of her and i. i enjoyed every bit of it.

on another note im suprised i havent got jailed for speeding or riding with ppl that dont have road registered vehicles. its great though.well i gues not really opn a different note but i finally got my shit together enough to listen to swing life away, thats the song that makes me think of alyssa, i admit i cryed while listing but you would to haha. well ive had sopme support from ppl like bagel anthony utter, my friend andrew, and lilith. well i was just putting this entry up so ppl dont have to fiund out from the fuckheads. so goodbye

-kenny-