if you do things right, people won't know if you did anything at all
budwise? affirmative
streetwise? definitely
nickelwise? not a chance.
Hola, it has been quite a spell since I've last ranted about stuff. Which is probably why I haven't updated.... you know. I guess I stopped caring since my last two or three posts went uncommented. Chaotic gestures running head-on at steaming cow pies......that's my life.
Loneliness swept me this past month, I'd have these sweeps of isolation and it haunted me. Then again I AM ALONE. Valentines sucked cause I had no one to share it with, and I can't eat chocolate. urg That and i've built too many ties with that day. I remember a couple years ago I sent Leslie some random things for vday, that was extremely weird for I had/have NO chance whatsoever of getting back to/with her. But I sent her that anyway, without as much of a care if she threw it in the trash upon seeing my name on the returning address. It had half of a present she gave me in it, the other half I destroyed in a drum clinic. Then there's the vday last year, where I drove my ass off and rushed back to texas to see Kat. While stopping a couple places for random gift ideas. I can still remember the look on her face......
I have soooo much more I could say about that, which is why I won't for the sake of your friends page.
Anyways, this year blows..... but I threw myself in this grave so I reeeeaally need to shut the fuck up. workworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkwork. In domestic news, I want to kill people....especially my sibling (just to watch her cry) i'm so mean. But yeah, give it up to all the SUCKERS out there who put up with last nights mardi gras parades through the storms. which reminds me........
WELCOME TO LENT!!!
streetwise? definitely
nickelwise? not a chance.
Hola, it has been quite a spell since I've last ranted about stuff. Which is probably why I haven't updated.... you know. I guess I stopped caring since my last two or three posts went uncommented. Chaotic gestures running head-on at steaming cow pies......that's my life.
Loneliness swept me this past month, I'd have these sweeps of isolation and it haunted me. Then again I AM ALONE. Valentines sucked cause I had no one to share it with, and I can't eat chocolate. urg That and i've built too many ties with that day. I remember a couple years ago I sent Leslie some random things for vday, that was extremely weird for I had/have NO chance whatsoever of getting back to/with her. But I sent her that anyway, without as much of a care if she threw it in the trash upon seeing my name on the returning address. It had half of a present she gave me in it, the other half I destroyed in a drum clinic. Then there's the vday last year, where I drove my ass off and rushed back to texas to see Kat. While stopping a couple places for random gift ideas. I can still remember the look on her face......
I have soooo much more I could say about that, which is why I won't for the sake of your friends page.
Anyways, this year blows..... but I threw myself in this grave so I reeeeaally need to shut the fuck up. workworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkwork. In domestic news, I want to kill people....especially my sibling (just to watch her cry) i'm so mean. But yeah, give it up to all the SUCKERS out there who put up with last nights mardi gras parades through the storms. which reminds me........
WELCOME TO LENT!!!