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I had a good ol' chat with Merayda today. And apparently I'm one big rude super bitch. And thats coming from her. There was this whole situation where merayda's gf invited Richard and I to her place and they were playing beer pong, I made some jokes about 'how beer pong was for young kids and we're 22 already' that didn't sit well with her. Fine. Then apparently since I don't think Boston is the greatest classic rock group around she kicked us out of her place. And I've been super pissed at her gf this whole time for being rude. well apparently it's all me. and i didn't even realize it. and if i don't want to believe that, ask fanny cause her and merayda chatted about the way i say things and dont realize how mean i'm being or that i'm even upsetting people.

So first off, I'm really genuinely sorry, fanny, offending you with the things i say.
I guess I should extend the apology to everyone. I don't realize and even cant believe i do that. I'm always on meraydas case about being so rude and blunt that I just feel like such a terrible person now. I'm so upset at the thought of hurting so many peoples feelings unintentionally.

I guess Brittnees not the only one who needs to learn how to keep her mouth shut...I need to keep it shut and keep all my stupid little comments, remarks, opinions whatever to myself. I love all my friends and never want to hurt them or push them away because of something I said.

So again. Sorry guys.