May 22, 2004 17:50
just got outta the shower and gettin ready, me and ryan are supposed to go over ashleys house to house sit with her and mike! ryans gotta work till 10 tho and if his leg hurts he might not come over. i hope he does. after everything thtas happened this week i look at him in a new way. i'm just soo happy the kid got him in the leg and no where else. i don't know what i would do with out him. hes my life, hes my everything. i have never loved anyone the way i love him. he completes me. he makes me want to laugh when i feel like crying and treats me like i'm a princess. i can't wait for this summer! our maybe trip to the Flordia Keys and then moving out at the end of summer. we talk about gettin married and all that good stuff and it doesn't bother me, i'm not afraid that he may be the one i spend the rest of my life with. the break that we took awhile ago i think showed us both just how much we love each other and how we can't and don't want to be apart. he already apart of my family...my mom loves him, all my aunts love him. my sisters...i don't think i can list everyone. and with school being over and one of my best friend of 17 years is going away (emily). thats goona suck really bad...but i have the rest of my best friends and boyfriend here with me. (ashley, steph h.,steph z., and kat) but now i gotta go get ready...heres to show how bored i was...
Oh yea girls we gotta plan another girls nite out (big smile!) one without a flat tire! thank god for matt and ryan!
well lata kids....
<3 Nicole