PLEASE READ!!!!!!!! though this is long, it's fucking IMPORTANT for EVERYONE

May 31, 2004 01:49

it trully is a funny thing....

it's seems so normal, how there are so many "depressed people."

you hear someone say, " i wanna kill myself. " when 4 years ago, you'd have so much concern and worry, you would lose sleep at night. but today you hear someone, "my life sucks, i feel sorry for myself, everyone is happier...." blah blah. people just turn their heads. they don't lose any fucking sleep at night because your heart is bleeding. THEY DON'T GIVE A FUCK. it is SO MOTHERFUCKING SAD that today that is no more than normal to people.....but i give a fuck.

i've honestly felt 7 million different kinds of pain, and i've survived each one.

everyone thinks they have a worse life than the next guy, when - REALITY CHECK - everyone's shit sucks.

FUCKING EVERYONES!!!!!

the trick is, that the wise know better than to sit and dwell. BE OPTIMISTIC YOU SONS OF BITCHES!!!! why worry so fucking much about what you don't have, and what has left you, when you should be fucking thanking GOD for all the things you do have, and what has came to you.

how is emotional issues any different than the external?????

let me explain....

EXTERNAL:
you fall and scrape the shit outta ya knee. hurts like a bitch when it first happens, but if you put a bandaid on it, and some neosporin, the next day it'll hurt, but it'll hurt a shit load less each day till it's healed. but if you continue to fuck with your scab, how to you expect the shit to heal?

ENTERNAL:
you call home from school to be sure that your mother is picking you up from school, only to speak to your much distant father to hear that she's gone. to hear that all her belongings have gone missing, leaving nothing but empty space....and all that is left is note stating she was dying.

now you're getting the idea of emotional pain. now this person could either sit and dwell thinking that the last words that they heard from their mother were, "i love sweety. i'll pick you up from school today."

this person can literally spend the rest of their life crying constant tears they may someday drown in over what had happened, and they have lost....OR they could occupy their mind with other thoughts (the baindaid) and go to someone they love more than life itself for comfort (theres your neosporin bitch). eventually, with each passing day, this person learns to think less of their mother, the pain begins to fade, along with the love that was once so strong....until one day, you'll ask this person where there mother is, and they will tell you, "she's dead." because in that person's head, they literally are dead....and as the thoughts of her die, so does the pain.

tu comprendes??????
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