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i haven't been this stressed in sucha long time. Not only and i stressed out because of ben. But i find out today that we are moving the 25th of august...jsut to let you all know. that is in 15 days. and have my mom and i started packing...nope. my landlords suck. but yeah just to let you know i cant move into the new house until the 15th of september...so just to let you all know that is exactly 21 days of me not having a house. SWEET. im fucking homeless. then there is my mom giving me shit for everything in the world because shes stressed. SWEET. aparently i make her life hell. thanks mom. Ben broke up with me 2 days ago. going back out but giving each other space. im going to make this work. he is one of the only good things in my life and im not going to lose him. my dad like hates me. fucking sweet to. im not getting the job i thought i was getting. i really feel helpless. sorry im complaining i need to vent..no one is making you read this and i really dont get why people read my shit then leave comments without names. its pointless no one makes you read this. so if you think im gay for complaining then dont read it.
i really hate everything right now. and i dont want to be here anymore
i really hate everything right now. and i dont want to be here anymore