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I am sad that I haven't been able to come on LiveJournal lately. I would like to say that I have been too busy, but truth be told, I have been to sad and withdrawn to come on. I didn't want to make depressing posts. To be honest, I am not that interesting. I am writing this, listening to Demi Lovato's music and dreaming about the future at the moment. See, not interesting.
I have been incredibly withdrawn lately. I would just rather read my books and get lost in my thoughts. I have trouble trusting people, but I can always trust words. Books have never let me down, not once. All I have been doing is working and watching One Tree Hill. It's always the case. I'll probably be doing the same thing when I am 90. Hopefully without the working of course. I would like to learn a language or start yoga or Pilate's but I find it hard to get out of bed in the morning, let alone going out to find something to do. I know my friends are frustrated but I just cant find motivation to talk to many of them.
Does anyone have any ideas for books to read? I need something different. If you could help I would be enternally grateful.
Also, how is your life? Are you all happy? What are you doing with your lives. I may not have spoken to some of you before, but I would like to get to know you all. Send a private message to me or comment with the answers or just a little something about yourselves.
"I live in two worlds. One is a world of books. I’ve been a resident of Faulkner’s Yoknapatawpha County, hunted the white whale aboard the Pequod, fought alongside Napoleon, sailed a raft with Huck and Jim, committed absurdities with Ignatius J. Reilly, rode a sad train with Anna Karenina, and strolled down Swann’s Way. It’s a rewarding world, but my second one is by far superior. My second one is populated with characters slightly less eccentric but supremely real, made of flesh and bone, full of love, who are my ultimate inspiration for everything."
- Rory Gilmore