life is a sickness and death it the cure

Jul 13, 2004 23:23

in the past couple weeks i have been feeling extreamly stressed out. to excert them iv increased the time speed and the incline on my runns. (i got a tredmill). iv done just about every thing in my power 2 keep from breaking stuff. today when i had thought i cuold relax a little and relive some of that stress b talkn 2 my friends. so i hang out with rachle & katie for about an hour... helps im feeling better, then i go my svout meeting yes for all of u who dont no im a freeknn boy scout. and then my mom starts naggn on me bout how i need 2 get this and that done so i can go ahead and get my ealge. then she tells me that the week my troop is go'n 2 summer camp im do'n scout stuff all the time. this seems badd enough but that happens 2 b the week that my friend pat is commn down from dc and that means that we wont b able 2 do anything so i might just have 2 cancle his commndown here all together. also i have 2 go camping this weekend but gasp*** rachle is having her birthday party on friday*** all so that i can go ahead and get my eagle out the way. for those of you who havent figured it out im only still in bo scouts cuz my mom wont let me quit. then i get home and get yelled at sommore. finaly i made it on the computer and 2 my surprise rely the person who i would currently rank as my best friend and the 2nd coolest person iv ever met. 2nd only 2 Erik M.
but 2 my shock and astonishment shes bk from a couple days campin or sumtn and then so we talk and she suddenly loggs off outa nowhere and im thinkn shell get bk on cuz we were talkn and her comp must b actn up. but then like 15 mineuts l8 when she doesnt i call my ex Emz cuz i can talk 2 her but shes not home so i decide 2 call amy 2 c what hapend. and the next thing i no im talkn 2 so frekn french people who apparently speak all of 10 words of english.
~hello
~what
~no
~you
~go
~now
~i
~call
~police
~i dont remember this 1
but they cant tell my where they are. if i have the write fone #. if a short white girl with black hair is there. or if any 1 named amy it there so im tryn 2 talk 2 some1 who either no's english or german when they tell me that theyr gonna call the cops. so im realy quick 2 hang up. ( what can i say im black) then i get bk onlike and do a reverse lookup of the # reminding myself that i have the right # i call them again. again they threatn 2 call the cops but im sur of what im talkn bout so i threatn the cops right bk cuz no french people live there. finaly amy gets on the fone realy quick sayz that her french friends are messn wit my head and hang up the fone.just like that.
so yeah if i can work up the guts im go'n some where. maybe bk 2 europe. (not 2 france) i stll no people who live over there
i just dont c y people hate me...i always return everybodys calls i call them even when the 4 get call me i mean i think im an all around likable guy most people who realy no me will b realy quick 2 tell me that im a realy great gut and if u show me something i do that displeazes u im realy quick 2 try 2 change. if any body c an answer let me no

life is a sickness and death it the cure
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