Dissatisfaction
So for some reason Firefox's spell checker no longer works.... -.- I went to options and tried to fix and everything. It says it's on, but it's not. I'll type in nonsense like aljfa;sj f and it doesn't highlight it. *shrugs shoulders*
Anyway, that is not the main topic of this journal.
Lately I've been unhappy with all my fanfiction; I've been looking back over some of it and I just feel dissatisfied with it. It's not horrendous or anything, but I go and read other people's works and then mine and I just feel...inadequate? I really don't know...what I do know is that I am having a harder and harder time writing and this is making me rather sad and a little upset because, besides drawing (something else I haven't been able to do recently...again...), writing is my life.
I've been under more stress than normal though, so I'm hoping that this is all temporary because I really, really want to finish my fanfictions. I don't want to just leave them hanging! (Although at the rate that this funk is going, I might...)
A friend of mine pointed out that when I get in these moods, I tend to go back and delete anything that I'm not happy with. I thought about it, and she's right. :\ So now I'm fighting the urge to go through and just wipe out a bunch of fanfics and fanart, because I know that I'll regret it later.
Gah...sorry for the dump! I've been rather depressed recently and I don't know what to do. People here at college are starting to grate on my nerves and I'm trying to get through this as best as I can.
Anyway, that is not the main topic of this journal.
Lately I've been unhappy with all my fanfiction; I've been looking back over some of it and I just feel dissatisfied with it. It's not horrendous or anything, but I go and read other people's works and then mine and I just feel...inadequate? I really don't know...what I do know is that I am having a harder and harder time writing and this is making me rather sad and a little upset because, besides drawing (something else I haven't been able to do recently...again...), writing is my life.
I've been under more stress than normal though, so I'm hoping that this is all temporary because I really, really want to finish my fanfictions. I don't want to just leave them hanging! (Although at the rate that this funk is going, I might...)
A friend of mine pointed out that when I get in these moods, I tend to go back and delete anything that I'm not happy with. I thought about it, and she's right. :\ So now I'm fighting the urge to go through and just wipe out a bunch of fanfics and fanart, because I know that I'll regret it later.
Gah...sorry for the dump! I've been rather depressed recently and I don't know what to do. People here at college are starting to grate on my nerves and I'm trying to get through this as best as I can.