I have considered writing this a few times over the last couple of weeks and after seeing the influx of messages she's received since her involuntary absence, it is something I cannot put off any longer.
My wife took unexpectedly ill about four weeks ago and there is no way of guaranteeing full recovery. She will not be able to continue in the way she has for the last six years for this fan club - that is, she will not be writing anytime soon, if ever again. Please believe me when I say it is not a matter of want but a matter of ability.
I will be keeping her account open because she gave me her password for that sole reason a few years ago. However, if anything happens that would and could potentially hurt my wife, I will not hesitate to act.
I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone for their continued support. Writing gave her an outlet we did not know she needed and she has grown a lot in the last few years. As someone who saw the changes and was beside her every step of the way, you have my absolute gratitude. One day, God willing, i'll be able to tell TVXQ that too.
Please take care of yourselves and your loved ones.
- M