now what?
The tblog owner messaged me and asked me to test his new "partner site".
I don't know what this means, but I signed up for an account. Hey, at least I get my user name.
Tblog is "going down", and there I am at the front of the fucking ship, thinking that I might be able to make it.
Duh.
Contrary to minority opinion, I am NOT the king of the fuck-you-up-the-ass-sideways world.
I don't know what to do... move on? walk away? How do you go from 500 hits a day to the occasional "oops!"
It's like the magnet in the pinball machine... once you know it's there, you learn how to win despite it. Now? They're putting a new machine in front of me.
...and I'm just too tired.
I don't want to just "vent". I want to be able to make some sort of a difference, somehow. I can vent on paper!!! I want to feel (delusional or not) like until I cannot speak, my words will make a difference.
It's all I fucking have!!!
I don't know what this means, but I signed up for an account. Hey, at least I get my user name.
Tblog is "going down", and there I am at the front of the fucking ship, thinking that I might be able to make it.
Duh.
Contrary to minority opinion, I am NOT the king of the fuck-you-up-the-ass-sideways world.
I don't know what to do... move on? walk away? How do you go from 500 hits a day to the occasional "oops!"
It's like the magnet in the pinball machine... once you know it's there, you learn how to win despite it. Now? They're putting a new machine in front of me.
...and I'm just too tired.
I don't want to just "vent". I want to be able to make some sort of a difference, somehow. I can vent on paper!!! I want to feel (delusional or not) like until I cannot speak, my words will make a difference.
It's all I fucking have!!!