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xPogoTilyouPuke: i mean thigns change but we will always be friends
xPogoTilyouPuke: i've grown up more independent and u more dependent
xPogoTilyouPuke: u like the mall and crap i like shows and crap
DC ChIcKy 143: i only like the mall if i have money
xPogoTilyouPuke: well u choose a little like raking for 100 bucks???? wtf ? i would work for a long asss time for that
DC ChIcKy 143: i almost past out
xPogoTilyouPuke: soem thigns u say make me wanna spit in yer face no offence
DC ChIcKy 143: lol why?
xPogoTilyouPuke: like omg omg lol i raked for 5 mins and broke a nail and shit like that when are u gonna see?
DC ChIcKy 143: it's not my fault i was brought up this way!
xPogoTilyouPuke: so hearing that stuff soemtimes gives me a headache
DC ChIcKy 143: i really dont like me either to tell you the truth, i think i'm a spoiled bitch
xPogoTilyouPuke: well no just tlel me what u think of me
DC ChIcKy 143: honestly?
xPogoTilyouPuke: dont put an act tell me the full blown truth i can handle it dont u think?
xPogoTilyouPuke: ive been called slut,skank,freak,bitch,whore<3(my favorite) that crap
DC ChIcKy 143: Sometimes I think you can be cold hearted at times, but i think you mean it in all fairness, and sometimes you can be awesome and i dont think your a whore or a slut or a skank, maybe a bitch but once someone gets to know you and understand you your an alright person
xPogoTilyouPuke: alright? i rule
DC ChIcKy 143: how about me..
xPogoTilyouPuke: I think you can be real stupid not just booksmart but streetsmart some stories u tell are pointless , but its not your fault you've been kept in from a lot , people may think your dumb always happy cause thats the way u come off but when u really get down deep and under ,under the pink poppy lisa cover u would cry, like that time we sat on the porch and talked about yer grandma death and matt and stuff it showed me how intellectual and sensitive and how great u can be
THIS IS THE IMPORTANT PART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
******xPogoTilyouPuke: but one day something terrible might hit u and u will feel how i and many others actaully feel and u will diiiieee crying
DC ChIcKy 143: thats kinda sad
xPogoTilyouPuke: u now how close you are with yer dad?
xPogoTilyouPuke: thats me and my mom right there
xPogoTilyouPuke: and imagine.....
xPogoTilyouPuke: that yer dad got married and your liek wow this is ok i guess? and you get promised this whole big room nice painted walls new furniture a good start in a school then u go to school and make some "great" friends who turn out to be total assholes and make everyday living hell so u try and deal, u come home to yer room (not the one they promised) and u bring a couple freinds over to see the house and u get told to come in the other rrom by yer step dad and he yells at you for calling him stupid but u were actually saying it in general , and then he called u an asshole and told u he was gonan kill you if u talked liek that again, you couldnt leave no escape cause u kno ? u want yer mom to be happy, and then u deal another day (the next month) u get in a nother fight and he hits yer freinds and humilates u and calls u a cunt, and says that the love of yer life will be killed if he comes over again, and the next couple of months it continues and then one day u came home to late and your mum lectures u and u finally get to openb up and what u dont kno is that he is listening to the whole convo and he comes in grabs yer shoulders slams u into the wall punches u and has the door already opened for u throw u in the snow tells u to get the fuck out or else he will stab u until you bleed to death and u hear yer mum screaming in the back and yer sister doesnt kno whats going on on top of that im worried for her shes already upset and suicidal it seems and yer just wearing a miniskirt and a tanktop yer not crying yet u are scared so u run but theres nowher to run to finally someone sees u runnign sooo fast for your life nothings on yer mind and some guy picks u up and gives u a ride u dont kno yer just scared so u get dropped off at a pay phone no money no shoes yer feet are cut and throbbing then u call someone and leave for 3 months all the pain and hurt i couldnt approve with my mum
xPogoTilyouPuke: i've grown up more independent and u more dependent
xPogoTilyouPuke: u like the mall and crap i like shows and crap
DC ChIcKy 143: i only like the mall if i have money
xPogoTilyouPuke: well u choose a little like raking for 100 bucks???? wtf ? i would work for a long asss time for that
DC ChIcKy 143: i almost past out
xPogoTilyouPuke: soem thigns u say make me wanna spit in yer face no offence
DC ChIcKy 143: lol why?
xPogoTilyouPuke: like omg omg lol i raked for 5 mins and broke a nail and shit like that when are u gonna see?
DC ChIcKy 143: it's not my fault i was brought up this way!
xPogoTilyouPuke: so hearing that stuff soemtimes gives me a headache
DC ChIcKy 143: i really dont like me either to tell you the truth, i think i'm a spoiled bitch
xPogoTilyouPuke: well no just tlel me what u think of me
DC ChIcKy 143: honestly?
xPogoTilyouPuke: dont put an act tell me the full blown truth i can handle it dont u think?
xPogoTilyouPuke: ive been called slut,skank,freak,bitch,whore<3(my favorite) that crap
DC ChIcKy 143: Sometimes I think you can be cold hearted at times, but i think you mean it in all fairness, and sometimes you can be awesome and i dont think your a whore or a slut or a skank, maybe a bitch but once someone gets to know you and understand you your an alright person
xPogoTilyouPuke: alright? i rule
DC ChIcKy 143: how about me..
xPogoTilyouPuke: I think you can be real stupid not just booksmart but streetsmart some stories u tell are pointless , but its not your fault you've been kept in from a lot , people may think your dumb always happy cause thats the way u come off but when u really get down deep and under ,under the pink poppy lisa cover u would cry, like that time we sat on the porch and talked about yer grandma death and matt and stuff it showed me how intellectual and sensitive and how great u can be
THIS IS THE IMPORTANT PART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
******xPogoTilyouPuke: but one day something terrible might hit u and u will feel how i and many others actaully feel and u will diiiieee crying
DC ChIcKy 143: thats kinda sad
xPogoTilyouPuke: u now how close you are with yer dad?
xPogoTilyouPuke: thats me and my mom right there
xPogoTilyouPuke: and imagine.....
xPogoTilyouPuke: that yer dad got married and your liek wow this is ok i guess? and you get promised this whole big room nice painted walls new furniture a good start in a school then u go to school and make some "great" friends who turn out to be total assholes and make everyday living hell so u try and deal, u come home to yer room (not the one they promised) and u bring a couple freinds over to see the house and u get told to come in the other rrom by yer step dad and he yells at you for calling him stupid but u were actually saying it in general , and then he called u an asshole and told u he was gonan kill you if u talked liek that again, you couldnt leave no escape cause u kno ? u want yer mom to be happy, and then u deal another day (the next month) u get in a nother fight and he hits yer freinds and humilates u and calls u a cunt, and says that the love of yer life will be killed if he comes over again, and the next couple of months it continues and then one day u came home to late and your mum lectures u and u finally get to openb up and what u dont kno is that he is listening to the whole convo and he comes in grabs yer shoulders slams u into the wall punches u and has the door already opened for u throw u in the snow tells u to get the fuck out or else he will stab u until you bleed to death and u hear yer mum screaming in the back and yer sister doesnt kno whats going on on top of that im worried for her shes already upset and suicidal it seems and yer just wearing a miniskirt and a tanktop yer not crying yet u are scared so u run but theres nowher to run to finally someone sees u runnign sooo fast for your life nothings on yer mind and some guy picks u up and gives u a ride u dont kno yer just scared so u get dropped off at a pay phone no money no shoes yer feet are cut and throbbing then u call someone and leave for 3 months all the pain and hurt i couldnt approve with my mum