May 17, 2005 08:19
just a different day.. i need to get ready for work soon. i dont even want to be working.... the only reason i am, is because of cameron... she's got some stuff coming up at her school that she needs time off for, so i dont want to leave her hanging. dianne was really pissed off yesterday that i called in... but oh well. not my problem... emergencies happen... they should be prepared for them.
if she says one word to me about it today. i will leave. no questions asked.. i dont need to be there. my hubby takes care of me... he already gave me the go ahead. besides, i dont have any bills at all besides my car payment and insurance.
so my trip was good.. hung out with the kids.. friday night, we saw the trashcan sinatras at the el rey. thank god his psycho ex girlfriend didn't show up.... it was real funny that she was saying that she was going. i'm sure there would have been drama had she gone.
saturday, we took the kids to an in store appearance of the sinatras at fingerprints in belmont shore. it was a great show. we ate ice cream, and then went to the beach. the beach was odd that day. very very warm, but this freaky marine layer came ashore and made everything dark for a few minutes. after that, we went up to corona to look around at where we will be living. it is so pretty there.. nothing like long beach. ick. saturday night, mike and i went to the thirsty isle and played a couple games of pool and had some beer.. mike says "unlike some people, you know when to stop drinking" lolololol. i guess some people had drinking problems. but it was a fun time. then we got a bite to eat, and went back to the hotel. MEOW!
sunday was relaxing. picked up zoe from her dad's house, and went over to his family's house. played dodgeball with the kids, then they went swimming in the backyard. we hung out for quite a while and bbq'd. it was so nice being back there.... some people might say his parents didn't like me.. but when they will do anything for me... i dunno. oh well.
sunday night, back to the hotel.. w00t! woke up early, mike went to work, and i just kind of hung around... met him for lunch and then had a leisurely drive home.
then i get home, and there are some crazy emails in mike's inbox. because he had gotten the most pathetic email on sunday when we were checking his email about our house. we were both sitting there, and we opened it. i dont ever check his email on my own... if he wants to tell me about emails and phone calls and text pages, that's because he wants to... it has nothing to do with being on a leash or being trained. it's called common courtesy. but i bet other people never knew about all the times i had called or text paged him. we talked on a daily basis, and saw each other a couple times when we were split up. at least he is honest with me, and we can both laugh about things that are happening now.
like bags on the front lawn with notes about it... and emails trying to be clever using different subjects to throw me off. and text pages galore! it just makes me wonder why someone acts like they are over him, but in actuality, they are still clinging to the hope he will come back... because if they were truly over him, they would cut all contact and just move along.
he is married now. to me. and he ever loved this person... if he was confident in a future with them, or their love was strong... he would not be with me now. that's all i have to say about that.
it's just really pathetic... the way this person is acting. but oh well.. that's not MY problem. my problem, is making sure that my family is taken care of.
i have picked out all new furniture and decor for the kid's rooms. it will be so neat when i am done with them. and i already have our stuff for our bedroom.. but we also get to go and buy new stuff for the living room and dining room.
i am a good cook, so i have stuff for the kitchen already... anything we need for there, i bought or already had. my grandparents gave us some money from when we got married, so i bought more kitchen stuff. i'm assuming that a majority of my time will be spent in the kitchen anyways SINSE i will be cooking for 5! (he he he he) i LOVE spelling things wrong!
i am SOOOO excited that my friend kacy is coming to visit! i have missed her very much, and i can't wait to meet baby jack! we have a G2G planned at ESPN zone when they are down here... it should be a great time!
oh well.. i guess that's it for me today! i have to go in a bit early and get my oil changed in my new truck. it's nice not having a car that will fall apart! off to work for me!