Warning Bells, Meredith/AddisonmammothluvOctober 18 2010, 00:13:45 UTC
The alarm clock by Meredith's bed is set for 4:30 a.m., a half hour before Derek is due home. Still, this is dangerous and Meredith won't pretend that isn't part of the attraction.
But that's only part of it, Meredith thinks as Addison's tongue trails softly up her neck at the same time Addison's hands tug not so gently at the buttons of Meredith's jeans. The shudder of anticipation running through her reminds Meredith that her attraction to the woman currently sharing her bed is more than some twisted attempt at evening the score or whatever she and Addison may tell themselves and each other this is.
It's the low tone of Addison's voice when she calls Meredith "Grey." And it's Addison's hands, as strong and steady in surgery as they are now traveling knowing paths along Meredith's bare skin.
And it's definitely Addison's smile, cocky maybe but never condescending. (Meredith appreciates that.) That exact smile graced Addison's face just moments before she leaned down to press her lips against Meredith's for the first time. In the days since that kiss Meredith has caught herself more than once drifting, fingers tracing her own lips as she imagines that look on Addison's face and the soft, sure pressure of Addison's lips against her own.
Meredith isn't surprised that they're finally doing this. She certainly isn't shocked by how much she enjoys having Addison in her bed. What does surprise her is the stab of regret she feels when Addison rises at the first sound of the alarm, quickly pulling on her clothes and leaving Meredith's room with only a quick glance back.
(There's regret in Addison's eyes and Meredith wishes she could ask just what put it there but Addison is gone before she can find the words.)
What Meredith definitely doesn't expect is the overwhelming emptiness she feels once Addison is gone and the way, later when he arrives and takes his spot in bed next to her, Derek doesn't fill that void.
Re: Warning Bells, Meredith/Addisonmrsfjl66October 18 2010, 00:34:21 UTC
This is what I feel like they're always dancing around. And why was Derek the only one with the choice between these two women. This is lovely and perfect and sad. I adore you!
Re: Warning Bells, Meredith/AddisonmammothluvOctober 18 2010, 18:21:44 UTC
Thank you! I'm so glad you liked it! Your prompt would not leave my head. I honestly meant for it to be a bit more upbeat when I started but somehow I got all emo with it. You are so right, if any of the three of them should get a choice - why the hell is it Derek? No offense, McDreamy, I like you but your women are so much cooler than you will ever be.
Re: Warning Bells, Meredith/AddisonbeerbadOctober 18 2010, 05:56:02 UTC
YAYYYYYYY! This is awesome and makes me miss Addison/Meredith something fierce... and I'm glad that, fittingly, you're the first one to write something for this. ;)
Re: Warning Bells, Meredith/AddisonmammothluvOctober 18 2010, 18:23:03 UTC
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it! I miss Meredith/Addison like crazy too and am so rooting for a 'Meredith goes to Oceanside Wellness for help with her lady parts' crossover this season. IT MUST HAPPEN.
Re: Warning Bells, Meredith/Addisonracethewind10October 20 2010, 03:27:32 UTC
I APPROVE OF THIS. Omg these two are just so damn hot together and you write them really well. Angst without going OOC, hot, without being crude, and the reader is left going 'but...i want more!!'
But that's only part of it, Meredith thinks as Addison's tongue trails softly up her neck at the same time Addison's hands tug not so gently at the buttons of Meredith's jeans. The shudder of anticipation running through her reminds Meredith that her attraction to the woman currently sharing her bed is more than some twisted attempt at evening the score or whatever she and Addison may tell themselves and each other this is.
It's the low tone of Addison's voice when she calls Meredith "Grey." And it's Addison's hands, as strong and steady in surgery as they are now traveling knowing paths along Meredith's bare skin.
And it's definitely Addison's smile, cocky maybe but never condescending. (Meredith appreciates that.) That exact smile graced Addison's face just moments before she leaned down to press her lips against Meredith's for the first time. In the days since that kiss Meredith has caught herself more than once drifting, fingers tracing her own lips as she imagines that look on Addison's face and the soft, sure pressure of Addison's lips against her own.
Meredith isn't surprised that they're finally doing this. She certainly isn't shocked by how much she enjoys having Addison in her bed. What does surprise her is the stab of regret she feels when Addison rises at the first sound of the alarm, quickly pulling on her clothes and leaving Meredith's room with only a quick glance back.
(There's regret in Addison's eyes and Meredith wishes she could ask just what put it there but Addison is gone before she can find the words.)
What Meredith definitely doesn't expect is the overwhelming emptiness she feels once Addison is gone and the way, later when he arrives and takes his spot in bed next to her, Derek doesn't fill that void.
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