Nov 03, 2004 17:12
How's my day going?
November 3rd:
1. I found out my uncle has cancer. He's always been so nice to me and he's an amazing human being. I'm worried sick for him right now.
2. I found out my girlfriend (now ex girlfriend) Brianna has been seeing her ex boyfriend BRETT behind my back for weeks. She slept over his house while i was away in New jersey. I'm done dealing with this shit so I broke up with her. I can't simultaneously love this girl, care about this girl, do anything and everythingh for this girl and continuously be hurt by her at the same time. I'm not strong enough anymore. I just can't do it. It makes me realize I never should've went out with her in the first place if this is how our YEAR AND A HALF relationship is ending. I've wasted my time on someone who has never truely loved me or cared for me as not only a girlfriend, but a BEST friend.
3. George W. Bush is still our president.
I need friends badly. I need to keep myself busy. I need to keep my mind off things. I guess this really is a plea for help. I'm single. I'm open. I'll hang out with anyone and do anything (I didn't mean for that to come off as being sexual if that's how anyone percieves it).
I hope everyone's day is going a little better than mine.