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Whoa ok where do i start. Well i moved to california for those who didn't notice that i was gone. So far it kinda sucks because im away from all of my childhood friends and i barely know anyone. We had to put my dog to sleep my dad thinks he found a cancer lump in his neck again (he had cancer there before). My parents are fighting. My brother is barely home because hes a sound tech at a nightclib and when he is home hes sleeping. My dad and i always fight know. I barly ever get to talk to people at home especially Ry (shes like a sister). Report Cards are coming out in a week and i think im failing english. Yea so so far it sucks out here. And i have been saving up to buy a chinchilla and i have like $120 already in one week and i worked my ass off for it. i had an arrangement with my parents that if i paid for every thing for it and took care of it myself that i could get one but then suddenly when i am so close to getting it the go back on their word saying that i can't get one and that if i did i would kill it and a whole bunch of carp like that.Then my mom says thoink of something else to buy and i said a rabbit she said no then i said ghini pig she said no then i said hamster the she give me a huge lecture about what our old house was like when you had a whole bunch of animals like it was my fault. we had 10 animals not including the huge pound out side know we have 4. i don't think that a hamster is going to trash out house. And so far i think they owe me because they gave up the 2 cats i like most out of the five one was really MINE and then they gave up bart who was more my dog than theirs too.the ferrets are gone knoe reba is too (the dig we had to put to sleep). I think my obbsession with getting another animal is just to numb the pain, somthing to get my mind off of all the crap that is happening.