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I hate feeling so helpless. These people make me feel like a scumbag and I know I'm not. I'm a normal human that makes mistakes and gets angry and tells little lies and why can't that be acceptable. Why can't I make a mistake? It's ok for everyone but me and I hate that because who the hell are they to make me feel like crap. I've known you a year and you think you can control my life. Fuck that. I have a life, one that I love. I love the army, I love my husband, I love my siblings and I love my friends, so why do I hate living right now. I just need to be on my own and I can't becuse I'm playing the waiting game until I get to Germany. When I get there, I know I'll love living again. I'm glad I dont listen to people sometimes...I miss Stormy.