lucky
i am lucky to have friends like joeski:
Sisco29: have you noticed a trend in our conversations for the past year or so?
manda panda 350: being?
Sisco29: i haven't complained about women
manda panda 350: why is that?
Sisco29: because i've stopped caring
manda panda 350: do you not have complaints? or do you not think you can talk to me about women?
Sisco29: more the former than the latter
manda panda 350: but the latter is part of it>
Sisco29: no, not really at all
Sisco29: especially considering this is just a segue into complaining about women
manda panda 350: lol
manda panda 350: shoot
Sisco29: why are you people so hard to read?
Sisco29: why can't there be a uniform code of conduct when you like one of us?
manda panda 350: because we don't want to get hurt
Sisco29: very frustrating
manda panda 350: because when we open up and let you know how much we really really like you and let you know us completly, you decide that your lost, and that you don't want to lose us cause you can't imagine not having us in your life and that maybe now its better to just be friends....and we agree because we know that maybe we need to be single now too but really? we just want you to do what you promised--which is be there until you don't want us anymore and spend your life with us like you said you could see yourself doing to the point where you told your best friends this early into the relationship and spent an entire weekend with our family and wanted us to even meet your grandparents.
manda panda 350: thats why.
Sisco29: wow
Sisco29: intricate
manda panda 350: and then get mad when we get frusterated because we are still friends and we still act like we are dating but we aren't. and everyone thinks we are, and you tell us one day that you are over us and the next that you are not over us, and you are not trying to get over us you just need to figure yourself out and if you get over us in the process then thats what happens and if you don't then what is meant to be will be
manda panda 350: and when we press you the following day hoping for some consistancy because we really don't know what you are thinking, you tell us that we already know the deal
manda panda 350: and don't give us an answer leaving us to guess
Sisco29: wow
Sisco29: everything ok with josh?
manda panda 350: we broke up
Sisco29: aww
Sisco29: i'm sorry hun
manda panda 350: for the above senerio
manda panda 350: sorry
manda panda 350: little bit frusterated
Sisco29: yeah, i understand that one
Sisco29: wow
manda panda 350: all i want to know is if he is still in love with me
manda panda 350: or what
manda panda 350: but i dont think he knows
manda panda 350: but we spend a lot of time together
manda panda 350: and everyone thinks were still srewing
manda panda 350: which we arent
manda panda 350: and i dont know
manda panda 350: i love him joe, like really more then i ever thought i could love anyone, and i've thought i've been in love before but not like this
manda panda 350: hes the only guy whos ever gotten me completly, and puts up with me and my moods and i can do the same for him
manda panda 350: and its just difficult
Sisco29: i don't want to give you the whole "if its meant to be" speech, because I think it's a load of malarky
Sisco29: but giving him some time doesn't hurt
manda panda 350: i know
Sisco29: from a guy's perspective
manda panda 350: and i know its good
manda panda 350: and like it was a mutual agreement
manda panda 350: because i know i didnt want to feel like i was making my life-desisions for him in terms of post graduation
manda panda 350: its just every now and then its like how it was and i miss it
manda panda 350: like, about a week ago, i looked like ass i had just gotten back from the bar, needed to go for a walk asked him if he wanted to go, and he looks at me and goes "your beautiful" and i totally did not look it
manda panda 350: and its just stuff like that that i miss
manda panda 350: cause im a dumb girl
manda panda 350: im sorry
manda panda 350: i totally made this about me and im sorry
Sisco29: yeah, but your situation warrants discussion
manda panda 350: this is why i love you
manda panda 350: you put up with me too, and it is muchly appreciated
Sisco29: hey, you put up with me. it's the least i could do
Sisco29: have you noticed a trend in our conversations for the past year or so?
manda panda 350: being?
Sisco29: i haven't complained about women
manda panda 350: why is that?
Sisco29: because i've stopped caring
manda panda 350: do you not have complaints? or do you not think you can talk to me about women?
Sisco29: more the former than the latter
manda panda 350: but the latter is part of it>
Sisco29: no, not really at all
Sisco29: especially considering this is just a segue into complaining about women
manda panda 350: lol
manda panda 350: shoot
Sisco29: why are you people so hard to read?
Sisco29: why can't there be a uniform code of conduct when you like one of us?
manda panda 350: because we don't want to get hurt
Sisco29: very frustrating
manda panda 350: because when we open up and let you know how much we really really like you and let you know us completly, you decide that your lost, and that you don't want to lose us cause you can't imagine not having us in your life and that maybe now its better to just be friends....and we agree because we know that maybe we need to be single now too but really? we just want you to do what you promised--which is be there until you don't want us anymore and spend your life with us like you said you could see yourself doing to the point where you told your best friends this early into the relationship and spent an entire weekend with our family and wanted us to even meet your grandparents.
manda panda 350: thats why.
Sisco29: wow
Sisco29: intricate
manda panda 350: and then get mad when we get frusterated because we are still friends and we still act like we are dating but we aren't. and everyone thinks we are, and you tell us one day that you are over us and the next that you are not over us, and you are not trying to get over us you just need to figure yourself out and if you get over us in the process then thats what happens and if you don't then what is meant to be will be
manda panda 350: and when we press you the following day hoping for some consistancy because we really don't know what you are thinking, you tell us that we already know the deal
manda panda 350: and don't give us an answer leaving us to guess
Sisco29: wow
Sisco29: everything ok with josh?
manda panda 350: we broke up
Sisco29: aww
Sisco29: i'm sorry hun
manda panda 350: for the above senerio
manda panda 350: sorry
manda panda 350: little bit frusterated
Sisco29: yeah, i understand that one
Sisco29: wow
manda panda 350: all i want to know is if he is still in love with me
manda panda 350: or what
manda panda 350: but i dont think he knows
manda panda 350: but we spend a lot of time together
manda panda 350: and everyone thinks were still srewing
manda panda 350: which we arent
manda panda 350: and i dont know
manda panda 350: i love him joe, like really more then i ever thought i could love anyone, and i've thought i've been in love before but not like this
manda panda 350: hes the only guy whos ever gotten me completly, and puts up with me and my moods and i can do the same for him
manda panda 350: and its just difficult
Sisco29: i don't want to give you the whole "if its meant to be" speech, because I think it's a load of malarky
Sisco29: but giving him some time doesn't hurt
manda panda 350: i know
Sisco29: from a guy's perspective
manda panda 350: and i know its good
manda panda 350: and like it was a mutual agreement
manda panda 350: because i know i didnt want to feel like i was making my life-desisions for him in terms of post graduation
manda panda 350: its just every now and then its like how it was and i miss it
manda panda 350: like, about a week ago, i looked like ass i had just gotten back from the bar, needed to go for a walk asked him if he wanted to go, and he looks at me and goes "your beautiful" and i totally did not look it
manda panda 350: and its just stuff like that that i miss
manda panda 350: cause im a dumb girl
manda panda 350: im sorry
manda panda 350: i totally made this about me and im sorry
Sisco29: yeah, but your situation warrants discussion
manda panda 350: this is why i love you
manda panda 350: you put up with me too, and it is muchly appreciated
Sisco29: hey, you put up with me. it's the least i could do