So I have significantly less money than I had thought, which blows, but
at least I am not in the hole at all. I opened an account with
TCF and my goal is to never let that get overdrafted, ever. I put
my car insurance to every 6 months so I don't have to worry about it
every month. I am just worried that comes 6 months from now I
won't have 600 bucks. I'm motivated enough now, I think, to
handle myself though.
Things with Nicole rule hard. I am oh so happy and I never want
to leave her side. Except when I am pooping, cuz that's gross.
I am no longer in a band. Dude, Broh just kind of stopped when
Slaughterhouse Five reunion was discussed, then never came to
happen. But that's ok. I am writing music again, and it is
way different from anything I've done before (with the exception of one
thing that never came to pass)
My dad got a dog, and named him Gibson. He was thinking of naming
it Killer and I was fucking pissed. Anyhow, it's a Jack Russell
Terrier and it rules. That's why I want one. Cuz it rules
harddddd.
Dear Gary Nye~ It seems we are drifting apart and it is very
sad. It seems like a lot of it based on your brother's car and
the band situation. I love you like a brother forever, and I hope
the feeling stays mutual. I miss the days of just chilling with
you, Koo-ter, and Ben, and I hope some day this will begin again.
I also hope you find someone new to play music with that hopefully
treats you to some of the good times had with the SHV.
Dear Nicole Goddeyne~ I don't think it needs to be stated how much
you've impacted me and how happy you've made me. Plus, you are in
the room with me, and if you want to know anything else, just ask me,
you crazy.
Dear Ben Hoffman~ I also love you like a brother forever and
always. I was kind of bitter over this whole band situation, but
that's all stupid and a non-issue, since I consider you one of my best
friends. We need to hang out more, for real. I really hope
everything works out for your new band and you play some shows and be
bitchin'. And I hope you like the Lord of the Rings, because if
you don't, we might have to throw down. And I almost said throw
up but I didn't.
Dear Koo-ter~ You are one of the best buds I have ever had, and since
you moved from Gary's, I see you rarely. I want that to change
that. You have your phone now so I can officially get a hold of
you, and you still have my number so you can get a hold of me. I
love you man.
Dear Matt Whitlock~ I think I've known you since summer and you are
like my best friend now, which is fucked up. I miss you to death
and I will have tons of sweet presents for you upon your arrival to the
states, 75% of which will be hugs and kisses. I can't wait for
you to come back, and every time I see "3 pump chump in the dump",
"Matt Fucking Whitlock", "Nigs" and "Smooth Criminal" etched into our
handrail, I will think of you.
Dear Dave Dunn~ You need to quit college and hang out here. You
are my best friend and I don't like it when you leave, jerk. Stop
doing that.
Dear Ryan Michael~ We hung out once on your vacation and that was
stupid. Me and Joe want to come visit you some time soon when we
have a day off. We're coming drunk, sweatin' beer.
Dear Carrie Crossen~ You rule a lot and I'm glad I live with you.
I wish you were home more, but that's ok. I'm 100% happy I've met
you and you are the best non-girlfriend roomie ever.
Dear Baby Bear~ We aren't really that great of friends, but you were
right there with me when Matt left, and we both shared the same
pain. For that, you are a sweet dude forever. Also what
makes you a sweet dude forever is that you rule. So yeah, you
rule. Be my friend.
Dear Kurt Stepp~ We've always been friends, but never very close.
I want you to know that whatever you need, I'm here for you.
Dear Tawas Lizz~ You need to move to Bay City pronto, missy, because as
far as I am concerned, you rule, and I enjoy your company. Who
else knows that I am the best skatin' heartbreaker ever? Plus you
are TOTALLY in my myspace top 8.
Dear Joe Martinez~ I miss being in the Slaughterhouse Five most because
of all the good times, and you were always the life of it. You
are one of the funniest dudes ever, and I miss you too. I hope
Winner Takes All rules over Hemlock again.
Dear Joe Hickey~ You are my whacky cousin. We stopped hanging out
for a while but I see you like every fucking day now, which I am cool
with. Keep being sweet.
Dear Heather~ I love you like a sister, and I want you to move to
Saginaw, fuck that PH shit, broh. No one else understand your
affinity for Cillian and no one else ever will. We need to watch
the JP Trilogy together and while we put our cocks in some gumbo.
If I forgot you, OOPS!