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The secret no one told us was that it wasn't going to be the wonderful time we expected. We do not fill our days with things that make us happy, and we do not live our own lives. They have pretty much already been assigned to us. School, study, work, bills, sleep, eat. Repeat. Some days I don't want to wake up and do the same thing anymore. I don't feel like I am living. I am simply existing.
But then your there. And I know that as frustrated and confused and disappointed with the life I thought I was walking into I am, you are just as confused and hurt. And so it makes the days easier, knowing your there beside me. Knowing that we are existing together. When people say, your are my life, its not because of obsession or love that crosses some boundary. Its because some other person creates moments that are brief and beautiful and that break the monotony of everyday existence. Knowing that everyday holds at least one surprise makes it all a little easier to bear. I get through this because you are with me, and I love you.
But then your there. And I know that as frustrated and confused and disappointed with the life I thought I was walking into I am, you are just as confused and hurt. And so it makes the days easier, knowing your there beside me. Knowing that we are existing together. When people say, your are my life, its not because of obsession or love that crosses some boundary. Its because some other person creates moments that are brief and beautiful and that break the monotony of everyday existence. Knowing that everyday holds at least one surprise makes it all a little easier to bear. I get through this because you are with me, and I love you.