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the consequences of me having loads of work tend to be the very ibvious appearance of avoidance and a great need to actually just go out and get truly hammered. The reality of the matter is that if I don't get these projects complete in the next few days I'm likely to fail the year. Lets go figure.
I find myself dropping to a low again. Anger, stress, short fuses. Jen down to a J?! I'm getting homesick again, and that is rare but recently its been happening. Spoke with my sister which I think kind of triggered it. I miss my family. The fac that my birhtday is coming up doesn't help the matter much. Yes that is correct the big 2-0 is upon me. I am no longer going to be a teen. No more tantrums, strops or breakouts. Oh yes what hearty laughs you can hear coming from my liungs. I am infact probably more teenage now than I ever have been.
On another note, I haven't spoken to my dad since christmas. I am curious as to his whereabouts. You would think that as a parent he would givce me a call from time to time. however this appears not to be the case. Oh well seeing him roughly tice in the last 7 years must be some kind of skill. I have no idea....
I shall quit this ramble of utter shite now. I believe I have gone on long enough.
I find myself dropping to a low again. Anger, stress, short fuses. Jen down to a J?! I'm getting homesick again, and that is rare but recently its been happening. Spoke with my sister which I think kind of triggered it. I miss my family. The fac that my birhtday is coming up doesn't help the matter much. Yes that is correct the big 2-0 is upon me. I am no longer going to be a teen. No more tantrums, strops or breakouts. Oh yes what hearty laughs you can hear coming from my liungs. I am infact probably more teenage now than I ever have been.
On another note, I haven't spoken to my dad since christmas. I am curious as to his whereabouts. You would think that as a parent he would givce me a call from time to time. however this appears not to be the case. Oh well seeing him roughly tice in the last 7 years must be some kind of skill. I have no idea....
I shall quit this ramble of utter shite now. I believe I have gone on long enough.