Title: Winging It
Chapters: 1/?
Author:
beelzamaGenre: Smut, A/U, Romance, Abuse
Warnings: Slight cursing
Ratings:NC-17
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha, Aoi/Kai, Ruki/Reita, more?
Disclaimer: I wish I bought them in last night's auction-_-
Synopsis: They were so perfect for each other. They were perfect to everyone, but behind that rather lovely façade, something was going down
Comments: First Fic! Please comment, it's much appreciated^^
Winging It
Chapter 1
It was never supposed to happen this way. They were supposed to be happy just like when they first started going out in middle school.
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Kouyou flinched at the slamming of the door.
Yuu was supposed to be his protector, his firend, his lover.
"You little bitch!" Kouyou started to shake but stood in the same place because he knew moving would make his lover even angrier.
'What happened to Yuu, you? Why are you like this?' Kouyou's thoughts would go unanswered like always. 'You were my best friend... my only friend when I moved here so why now? Why after six years do you treat me so?' Kouyou wanted so badly to leave. He wanted Yuu to ravish his skin, not devour it. He wanted Yuu to make love to him, not just merely fuck him. He wanted Yuu to love him again. He wanted to get away from the monster his lover has turned into, but he just couldn't leave. He still loved Yuu.
He knew Yuu could change again and Kouyou will always be by his side to see that change happen. Kouyou deeply believed that it would, but this has been going on for three years now. The verbal abuse, the mental abuse, the physical abuse. The physical abuse, to Kouyou, was the hardest to cover up. If he broke an arm, like he did last year, he could just say he fell down the stairs. He and Yuu did live in a big house, so it was likely. It was easy, but not as easy as covering up his emotons. No, Kouyou was a pro at that. He was used to the degration of his soul; as long as it meant he could be by his beautiful dark haired devil.
Yuu grabbed the honey blonde's wrist in a death grip. Kouyou winced but said nothing. "Look at me Kouyou!" The blonde's eyes slowly foud the brunette's dark ones. "You think you could flirt with other guys and get away with it?" The raven was fuming.
'Flirting? Does Yuu really think I would want to be with any other guy?' Kouyou's eyes truned into a pool of confusion as he gazed at his lover. "Yuu, why would I want to be with anyone but you? I lo-" A loud slap to the cheek had Kouyou's body fall to the side. If it wasn't for his lovers grip, he would have surely fell. 'Yuu could have let me fall but he didn't. He really does love me.' Dilusional.
"Don't you dare say you love me, because if you did you wouldn't have been all over the boy!" Kouyou slowly rose while holding his cheek. It was stinging.
'What guy? I haven't talked to anyone but him today. No, wait. That's a lie. I talked to Shou, my classmate. He found me when I was wating for Yuu to pick me up.'
FLASHBACK
"Kouyou! The blonde heard his name get caled and he turned to see a male figure running towards him with his arm waving in the air. When the person was in front of Kouyou, he leaned over to start panting like crazy.
"Umm... are you okay?" Kouyou asked. He still had yet to recognize the person; Yuu didn't like him to talk to many people when he wasn't around. The man answered by outting his hand up and making a thumbs up sign. After a couple of seconds, he got up.
"Kouyou, I accidentally over slept and missed class, can you tell me what we did? And what we had to do?" Kouyou nodded but looked at the guy with unsureness.
"I'm sorry, but who are you? I don't talk to many people in class."
"Oh I'm sorry, my name is Kazamasa but my friends call me Shou. I'm in World History with you." Now that Kouyou looked at his face he did seem very familiar.
"Oh, nice ot meet you Shou." Kouyou bowed politely. "I'n class we went over the Hiroshima bombing and we have a report due two days from now about you're opinion on it. It has to be at least two pages."
"What?!" Shou's eye's popped out of his head and Kouyou giggled at his face. "Our opinion? Two pages? What the fuck is wrong with Koizama Sensei?" Shou sighed but shook his thoughts away. He looked at Kouyou and smiled. "Thanks Kouyou, maybe we could be friends?" Kouyou smiled and nodded.
"I think we could be." Shou quickly hugged him and waved his good byes befor runnig away. 'He just hugged me. Luckily Yuu wasn't here to see it... but even if he did see it, I didn't hug him back so it's fine.' Kouyou smiled to himself untill he saw Yuu sititng there in his car staring at him. 'Please tell me he just got here.'
Kouyou smiled over to Yuu and went to the passengers side of the car. He opened the car door, slid down in the seat, and buckled himself up.
"Hey Yuu." He stretched his neck out to kiss him but all he recieved in turn was a stinging slap to the cheek. The corner of his eye started to tear up.
END FLASHBACK
Kouyou was sent back to reality with a tug of his arm. Yuu was leaing him to the first floor bedroom. 'I guess he couldn't wait to get to our room.' Kouyou was thrown to the bed. He did'nt try to get into a more comfortable position because he knew he was going to be moved in a matter of seconds.
"Get up and strip, you ungreatful whore." His voice was hard and cold.
'He doesn't mean that. He loves me.' Kouyou unbuttoned his white shirt and slid off his black slacks. He was only in his underwear when Yuu came over to slap his hands away from his own body.
"Look all around you, I gave it to you! Why can't you see I did this all for you? Then you turn around and flirt with other guys." Another slap was recieved to the face. Again, Kouyou was silent. "You're so fucking ungreatful Kouyou! Why the fuck are you like this?" He slipped his hand in Kouyou's boxers and started to rub his member before jacking it off. Kouyou moaned but remained still. He didn't do anything unless Yuu said it was okay to do so.
"Yuu..." Kouyou moaned his lovers name.
"Yes, I'm the one that makes you moan. I'm the one whose name you call. You belong to me Kouyou, and you better fucking know it." He stopped touching Kouyou and slipped off his pants before he turned Kouyou around. He nuzzled his head in between Kouyou's shoulders and head and started to put his mark on him. He was biting and sucking while stroking Kouyou's member. He suddenly bit Kouyou's neck. And he bit it hard. Kouyou felt tears at the corners of his eyes and he whimpered. His hands started playing with his nipples now and Kouyou tried to focus on that instead of the stinging pain on his neck.
Kouyou especially loved when his nipples were being played with. He started moanig Yuu's name. Yuu smirked and moved his head to Kouyou's chest and started to devour his right nipple. He swirled it around in his mouth, flicked his tounge over it, then bit it. Kouyou again whimpered and the tears that were about to come because of his neck slowly fell. Yuu moved to the next nipple while squeeizng the just bitten one causing more pain to Kouyou. Yuu did the same thing with the other nipple. When his mouth moved away, he started sucking other parts of Kouyou's chest and stomach. His hand from the right nipple went to Kouyou's backside.
"Yuu!" Kouyou gasped as Yuu's finger went into the little pucker. Yuu didn't even wait for him to adjust, he just added two more fingers not even pumping them, they just stayed still while in him. Kouyou couldn't take it. He started to softly whimper, but he also wanted Yuu to move so he backed up into the fingers. Yuu slapped him with his free hand and Kouyou froze.
"Stop being a slut and stay still." Yuu growled. Yuu stuffed another finger in Kouyou. Kouyou was crying by now. Yuu pulled his fingers out quickly and Kouyou felt warm liquid slowly trickle out. Yuu flipped Kouyou on his back and smiled at him. "I'm about to give you what your tight little body wants.
Kouyou's eyes widened. He hadn't even prepared him. "No, Yuu, you haven't even prepared me!" Yuu stopped the process of lifting Kouyou hips up slightly to slap him on the face for what seemed lke the hundreth time.
"Screw preparing you. Why should I do that nice thing for you when you're all over some guy?" Yuu led his thick cock to Kouyou's entrance.
"Shou's just a classmate! He was only asking for the work!" Yuu glared at his angelic lover.
"Yeah, I'm sure he was asking when his body was all over yours." Yuu slammed in ferociously while Kouyou yelled out in pain. He felt more warm liquid coming out and he knew his insides were being ripped. "Oh fuck Kouyou, you're so tight!" He didn't let Kouyou adjust to his cock as he started to ram into Kouyou. Kouyou was hollering out in pain while Yuu was moaning out his pain.
'Yuu's just angry... he loves me with all his might. He's going to turn back into the man I fell in love with. I still believe my man can come back.' Kouyou's tears were flowing andvhis back side was turning numb, He couldn't even find the pleasure in this sex, this mere fuck.
After what seemed like hours to Kouyou, he felt Yuu going faster, seraching for his release.
"Kouyou, make me come! No, come with me!" He started jacking off Kouyou and this time he felt the pleasure. Kouyou was so close to the brink.
"Yuu, I'm about to-" He saw stars and felt his seed on his stomach. While he came Yuu's name could be heard from a mile away.
"Kouyou!" Yuu came hard inside of Kouyou and he moaned feeling the hot liquid flushing out his insides. Yuu fell on Kouyou panting. Their breaths were in sync. Yuu rolled off of him, pulled out of him and wrapped him in his arms. Kouyou felt safe and warm despite what just took place. He loved Yuu with his whole heart.
"Yuu?" Kouyou was taking a bold step by talking. Yuu liked when it was peaceful after sex. He liked the calm after the storm, while Kouyou liked the calm before the storm. He was still waiting for the calm after all this. It has yet to come and bless Kouyou with its presence.
"Hmm?"
"I just wanted to let you know I do love you and only you. Shou asked me for the work and I swear I didn't hug him back. I was actually surprised he did that and I wanted him to stop and let go of me. I only want to be in your arms. Your arms are where I feel safe and loved." Kouyou said a lot. His mouth was unable to stop. Yuu smiled despite what his voice sounded like. He knew Kouyou couldn't see him.
"You swear? Because if you don't-"
"I swear. I love you, Yuu."
"Good, I love you too Kouyou. I'm sorry." Kouyou's eyes widened and he smiled.
"It's okay, I forgive you." He snuggled closer to the dark haired man. Soon Yuu's phone started to ring. It was in his pants pocket. He got up form Kouyou's side and answered it.
"Hello?" On the other line another man was pretty pissed off.
"Yuu, don't sound so calm. You were supposed to be here thirty minutes ago!"
"Crap! I'm so sorry! I'll be right over Yutaka!"
"You better." The line disconnected.
Yuu looked over at Kouyou while searching for his clothes. "I have to go somewhere. I totally forgot about it."
"Where?"
"Work, my boss called."
"I thought you were off today."
"Kouyou, I just have to go okay? I got called in and forgot. Quit the questions. I'm leaving." Yuu got dressed whle Kouyou was still in bed. The door slammed and Kouyou sighed.
"And I thought you were back for a second." Yuu chuckled darkly to himself then smiled. " But I'm sure he loves me." And he fell asleep.
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"Yutaka! Open the door!" Yuu called as he ran up the stairs to the man's apartment. He didn't care if his neighbors heard him. When he got up the stairs, he found Yutaka standing there seductively with a smile on his lips. Yuu kissed him.
"Hey there sexy." The chocolate haired man said after their lips broke apart. Yuu walked into the apartment,
"Hey sexy yourself." He smiled.
"Yuu, I've missed you." Yutaka jumped on Yuu's back and Yuu smiled.
"I love you Yutaka, so very much."
"I love you too Yuu." Yuu turned the brunette around and they started making out.
A/N: What do you think? =)