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Title: Winging It
Chapters: 4/?
Author: beelzama
Genre: Smut, A/U, Romance, Abuse
Warnings: Cursing, Sexual Acts
Ratings:NC-17
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha, Aoi/Kai, Ruki/Reita, Hiroto/Nao, more?
Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the actaul story. The characters belong to themselves.
Synopsis: They were so perfect for each other. They were perfect to everyone, but behind that rather lovely façade, something was going down
Comments: At the bottom
Chapter 4
Yutaka had his lights on high and was frantically searching for the blonde on the other side of the highway.
“Fuck! What if I don’t find him? I swear Yuu, if I don’t…” Then he spotted a body. “Kouyou!” He made sure no one was behind him when he did his illegal U-turn. He pulled his car up so the light was on his body. He quickly got out of his still running car, and knelt beside the blonde. “Kouyou… Kouyou Takashima…” The brunette got no response. He turned the blonde over and rested his head on his lap. Kouyou was unconscious. “Oh, fuck!” He started to lightly slap his face and tried calling his name a little louder, but still no response. He picked up the limp body and dragged him to his car on the passenger side. Yutaka went to his side and took a deep breath. He turned on his car light and looked at Kouyou.
This man was hurt. He was bruised, from his left eye to his chest and cheek. His arms and what he could see of his stomached was all blue and blackish. His lips were bloodied as were his clothes. They were also torn and his pants undone. Yutaka gasped.
“Don’t tell me…” He looked at Kouyou’s disheveled hair and silently confirmed it in his mind and shook his head. Now he was mad at Yuu.
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Hiroto sat on the other side of his bed and stared at his lover. He couldn’t sleep with his lover like this. He sighed.
Nao was in deep thought. Nao closed his eyes and slowly shook his head; he mustn’t think that way.
“Nao, I think it’s time for you to sleep. What are you even worrying about?” Nao looked at his blonde lover and sighed.
“It’s Kouyou… I’m afraid for him.” Hiroto smiled at the half blonde’s concern. He loved Nao because he’s always so caring of others; even when he doesn’t know them that well. He shifted of on the bed so he could hold him and smiled as he kissed his forehead.
“Nao, baby, Sweetheart can take care of himself. He’s a big boy.” Nao shook his head.
“It’s not only that Pon, he freaked out when I told I better not see a scratch on him tomorrow. I saw it.”
“He didn’t show any particular reaction when you said that, Nao. I think you r worry for him created that. I mean, why would he freak out about that unless he knew he was going to come out harmed tomorrow?”
“That’s exactly why I’m worried! I saw something, and it wasn’t my worry. I’m going to find out what it was and-“
“And nothing. Nao, you really can’t. He’s wary around people. He doesn’t speak much and-“
“That, I believe is because something is going on with him, I’m going to get closer to him Hiro. I need to help him.” Hiroto sighed but none-the-less gave up on their conversation. Nao was a very focused person. You couldn’t deter him from anything once he set his mind to it.
“When you find out, I’ll help you.” Nao smiled brightly even though Hiro couldn’t see it.
“I’m so lucky to have you Hiro Pon, so lucky.” His eyes started to close.
“No, I believe it’s the other way around.” They fell asleep in each others arms.
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While Akira was going to the door from his car, he heard Takanori pounding on the door and winced. When he was about to do it again, Akira caught his arm.
“Taka, it’s almost eleven. Be quiet.” Takanori pouted then smiled again. Nothing could shake him from his happy mood. He was about to see his two best friends again!
“They won’t mind once they see me.” He used the arm that his lover wasn’t holding to bang on the door even harder. Akira flinched and sighed.
He dropped the arm and the door opened. An angry Yuu stared down at his guests.
“What the hell? It’s like 11 o’clock at night! Why the fu-“
“Aoi!” Yuu stopped in his tracks and turned on his outdoor lights. His eyes widened in surprise.
“Takanori? Akira?” Takanori nodded his head vigorously. Akira just laughed.
“Yuu! You’re so angry! What’s gotten your panties in a bunch?” Yuu just stared at them dumfounded. They come after some years and start talking to him like they just saw him last week? He couldn’t believe it! He’s missed this so much!
“Oh my God! Come here Taka!” Taka jumped into his friends embrace and started to squeeze. He let go then moved on to Akira.
“Don’t call me Taka anymore, Yuu. I go by Ruki.” Yuu smiled. He remembered back in high school when they came up with nicknames for each other. Takanori was Ruki, Akira was Reita, he was Aoi, and Kouyou was Uruha.
“Aw, Ru-chan!” He ruffled the younger’s light brown hair. Ruki slapped the hand out of his hair but smiled. He looked at Akira. “And I guess you go by Reita now, huh?” Reita smiled and nodded. “’Ruha and I haven’t used our names since you guys left. He thought it was too sacred to the four of us and should only be used accordingly.” Reita laughed.
“That sounds like him.”
“Where is he? I want to see him!”
“Actually, I think he’s at a friend’s house. I’ll call him.” Yuu walked in and turned around. “Oh! Come in! I’m sorry.” They came in and closed the door behind them. They were in awe at how beautiful this house was. Yuu went to the downstairs bedroom to make the call. On the third ring Yutaka picked up.
“What.” Yuu sighed.
“Yutaka, I’m so sorry. I lost it. Kouyou was just driving me insane! I kept on thinking of him and I just wanted to forget about him for a bit. I’m really sorry and I swear- no I promise I will never do that again! Just forgive me please Yutaka!” Yutaka was certainly not expecting this. He though he would just be asking for Kouyou.
“I forgive you, Yuu. I’m sorry for bringing him up. I was just-“
“It doesn’t matter. Just thank-you for forgiving me.” Yutaka smiled a small smile. “Oh, and did you find him? He has guests.”
“Guests?” As far as Yutaka knew, Kouyou had nothing except Yuu.
“Yeah, some friends from our childhood.”
“Mmm… Yeah, he’s here with me and unconscious, but Yuu…”
“Yes?”
“I think… I think he was raped.” Yuu’s eyes widened. No one touched what was his and got away with it!
“Why? How?” The panic was evident in his voice and Yutaka took note of that.
“He’s bloodied and bruised everywhere and his clothes are ripped.”
“Oh God… Yutaka, please take care of him for me.”
“Of course. I’ve been tending to his wounds for the past 20 minutes and put him in the guest bedroom.”
“Thanks. When he wakes up, he’s probably going to want to go to school. Just introduce yourself and give him some make-up to hide his wounds if he wants.”
“Definitely. I’ll also feed him and give him some of my big clothes.”
“Yutaka, you’re a doll.”
“I love you.” He smiled.
“I love you too. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Okay.”
“Oh! And tell him I’m sorry. I really am. This will never happen again.”
“I will and Yuu?”
“Yes?”
“Even though this might be a bad experience for him, it’s a good one for you. You just have to be gentler with him.”
“Yes, and for your kindness, I’ll also let him go.” Yutaka’s eyes widened in surprise. This is what he’s wanted all this time! He was finally getting it! He just couldn’t take it. Kouyou just got hurt; maybe, he’s going to need someone to lean on either way.
“No Yuu, not yet. Slowly let him go. He’s going to be in even more pain if you just break it off like that.” Yuu smiled sadly.
“Yeah, I guess you’re right… we’ll see how it goes…”
“Yup. I’ll see you soon Yuu.”
“Bye Yutaka.” The line went dead. Yuu sighed and ran his fingers through his silky hair. “What the hell is wrong with me? I’m getting soft! No, I guess it’s because Ruki and Reita are here. The old Yuu is coming back; Aoi’s coming back.” Yuu shook his head of his thoughts and went back to the living room where he left his two friends.
“Aoi!” Ruki exclaimed when he came in his sight. “Where’s Uruha?”
“He’s at a friends’ house.”
“Oh…” Ruki pouted. Reita went behind his lover and rubbed his back.
“Taka, it’s okay, we’ll see him tomorrow…” The blonde looked towards the raven with a questioning face. “Right?” Yuu hesitated. Kouyou, as Yutaka said, is bruised and bloody. He won’t be bloody tomorrow but the bruises would definitely show. “Yuu, he is coming tomorrow right?” Yuu again didn’t answer as he stared back at the blonde with a blank expression. Reita’s eyes narrowed. “Yuu Shiroyama,” Yuu knew he was only called by his first name when something meant business. “What happened to Kouyou.” A question, not a statement. Yuu laughed and Reita’s eyes narrowed even more.
“I was messing around! Kouyou’s coming tomorrow!” The blonde’s eyes were still narrowed as his little lover glared at Yuu.
“Yuu you bastard! I believed something happened to him! How could you do that!? You’re still the same.” Ruki pouted and crossed his arms as he plumped down on the fluffy couch a few feet away from where he was previously standing. Reita relaxed his suspicions, but kept a note for himself to talk to Ruki about it.
“As are you Takanori.” Yuu chuckled. “How about you guys pick him up for college tomorrow?” Ruki looked at his lover excitedly.
“Actually, we’re going there already. We’re starting the college on Monday, but we’re looking at it tomorrow.”
“Really? I’m sure he’d be very happy to here that.” Yuu’s smile slowly faded. He’d have to be careful with what he did with Kouyou now. “Where are you guys staying?”
“Well we were supposed to get here in the afternoon but-“
“Akira, don’t get started.”
“Taka had to dress up, eat, pee, and did a whole lot of things that wasn’t contributing to the packing.” Ruki rolled his eyes.
“Oh please Akira, you liked it so don’t complain.” Yuu laughed out loud.
“It’s been ages! You guys really haven’t changed!”
“Of course not!” Ruki retorted.
“Well… anyways, since Ruki held us up,” Akira made a pointed glare at his lover to stop his response and Ruki rolled his eyes but shut-up none the less. “We couldn’t go look for an apartment so we’re going to find a hotel.”
“Nonsense! Stay with us! This house is way too big for just Kouyou and me. There’s a bedroom downstairs if you don’t want the one up stairs.”
“For the sake of your ears, we’ll sleep downstairs.” Ruki blushed at the comment and Yuu laughed.
“Okay then, get some sleep then. I wake up early to go to work so breakfast will be served. I also probably won’t be here, but you can always call right?” They nodded. “Well I’m off to bed; we’ll have to catch up tomorrow.”
“Definitely.” Reita smiled as he watched Yuu go upstairs. The couple went to their car and brought in their big luggage. They figured they could take the small ones out tomorrow before the go to the school. Once they were set they went into their new bed.
Ruki snuggled under the covers and went closer to his lover. Reita put an arm around him to bring him closer.
“Yuu’s so nice.” Reita nodded.
“Yeah, but Taka, did he seem a little strange when he was talking about Kouyou? I mean, there was… I don’t know what it was… but there was something in his eyes telling me that we should be paying attention to what he does… especially around Kouyou.”
“Akira, Yuu was just messing around. He’s always been like that. Besides, they’re madly in love. They never once left each other’s sides.”
“But-“
“Don’t worry Aki, let’s just sleep. Your princess is tired.” Ruki yawned as if to enforce his statement and Reita chuckled. He kissed his lovers hair.
“Alright princess, but when I start calling you that, it’s not my fault.”
“Just sleep.” He grumbled.
“So mean.” He smiled and waited for his lover to drift off in his arms then turned the lights off. “Night Taka.” He then fell asleep.
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I'm so angry. I was in the middle of this story and I guess something happened because all my work got delted and I had to rewrite it and it's just not the same! I'm very upset with this chapter! I'm sorry if you think it's bad too =(
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapters: 4/?
Author: beelzama
Genre: Smut, A/U, Romance, Abuse
Warnings: Cursing, Sexual Acts
Ratings:NC-17
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha, Aoi/Kai, Ruki/Reita, Hiroto/Nao, more?
Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the actaul story. The characters belong to themselves.
Synopsis: They were so perfect for each other. They were perfect to everyone, but behind that rather lovely façade, something was going down
Comments: At the bottom
Chapter 4
Yutaka had his lights on high and was frantically searching for the blonde on the other side of the highway.
“Fuck! What if I don’t find him? I swear Yuu, if I don’t…” Then he spotted a body. “Kouyou!” He made sure no one was behind him when he did his illegal U-turn. He pulled his car up so the light was on his body. He quickly got out of his still running car, and knelt beside the blonde. “Kouyou… Kouyou Takashima…” The brunette got no response. He turned the blonde over and rested his head on his lap. Kouyou was unconscious. “Oh, fuck!” He started to lightly slap his face and tried calling his name a little louder, but still no response. He picked up the limp body and dragged him to his car on the passenger side. Yutaka went to his side and took a deep breath. He turned on his car light and looked at Kouyou.
This man was hurt. He was bruised, from his left eye to his chest and cheek. His arms and what he could see of his stomached was all blue and blackish. His lips were bloodied as were his clothes. They were also torn and his pants undone. Yutaka gasped.
“Don’t tell me…” He looked at Kouyou’s disheveled hair and silently confirmed it in his mind and shook his head. Now he was mad at Yuu.
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Hiroto sat on the other side of his bed and stared at his lover. He couldn’t sleep with his lover like this. He sighed.
Nao was in deep thought. Nao closed his eyes and slowly shook his head; he mustn’t think that way.
“Nao, I think it’s time for you to sleep. What are you even worrying about?” Nao looked at his blonde lover and sighed.
“It’s Kouyou… I’m afraid for him.” Hiroto smiled at the half blonde’s concern. He loved Nao because he’s always so caring of others; even when he doesn’t know them that well. He shifted of on the bed so he could hold him and smiled as he kissed his forehead.
“Nao, baby, Sweetheart can take care of himself. He’s a big boy.” Nao shook his head.
“It’s not only that Pon, he freaked out when I told I better not see a scratch on him tomorrow. I saw it.”
“He didn’t show any particular reaction when you said that, Nao. I think you r worry for him created that. I mean, why would he freak out about that unless he knew he was going to come out harmed tomorrow?”
“That’s exactly why I’m worried! I saw something, and it wasn’t my worry. I’m going to find out what it was and-“
“And nothing. Nao, you really can’t. He’s wary around people. He doesn’t speak much and-“
“That, I believe is because something is going on with him, I’m going to get closer to him Hiro. I need to help him.” Hiroto sighed but none-the-less gave up on their conversation. Nao was a very focused person. You couldn’t deter him from anything once he set his mind to it.
“When you find out, I’ll help you.” Nao smiled brightly even though Hiro couldn’t see it.
“I’m so lucky to have you Hiro Pon, so lucky.” His eyes started to close.
“No, I believe it’s the other way around.” They fell asleep in each others arms.
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While Akira was going to the door from his car, he heard Takanori pounding on the door and winced. When he was about to do it again, Akira caught his arm.
“Taka, it’s almost eleven. Be quiet.” Takanori pouted then smiled again. Nothing could shake him from his happy mood. He was about to see his two best friends again!
“They won’t mind once they see me.” He used the arm that his lover wasn’t holding to bang on the door even harder. Akira flinched and sighed.
He dropped the arm and the door opened. An angry Yuu stared down at his guests.
“What the hell? It’s like 11 o’clock at night! Why the fu-“
“Aoi!” Yuu stopped in his tracks and turned on his outdoor lights. His eyes widened in surprise.
“Takanori? Akira?” Takanori nodded his head vigorously. Akira just laughed.
“Yuu! You’re so angry! What’s gotten your panties in a bunch?” Yuu just stared at them dumfounded. They come after some years and start talking to him like they just saw him last week? He couldn’t believe it! He’s missed this so much!
“Oh my God! Come here Taka!” Taka jumped into his friends embrace and started to squeeze. He let go then moved on to Akira.
“Don’t call me Taka anymore, Yuu. I go by Ruki.” Yuu smiled. He remembered back in high school when they came up with nicknames for each other. Takanori was Ruki, Akira was Reita, he was Aoi, and Kouyou was Uruha.
“Aw, Ru-chan!” He ruffled the younger’s light brown hair. Ruki slapped the hand out of his hair but smiled. He looked at Akira. “And I guess you go by Reita now, huh?” Reita smiled and nodded. “’Ruha and I haven’t used our names since you guys left. He thought it was too sacred to the four of us and should only be used accordingly.” Reita laughed.
“That sounds like him.”
“Where is he? I want to see him!”
“Actually, I think he’s at a friend’s house. I’ll call him.” Yuu walked in and turned around. “Oh! Come in! I’m sorry.” They came in and closed the door behind them. They were in awe at how beautiful this house was. Yuu went to the downstairs bedroom to make the call. On the third ring Yutaka picked up.
“What.” Yuu sighed.
“Yutaka, I’m so sorry. I lost it. Kouyou was just driving me insane! I kept on thinking of him and I just wanted to forget about him for a bit. I’m really sorry and I swear- no I promise I will never do that again! Just forgive me please Yutaka!” Yutaka was certainly not expecting this. He though he would just be asking for Kouyou.
“I forgive you, Yuu. I’m sorry for bringing him up. I was just-“
“It doesn’t matter. Just thank-you for forgiving me.” Yutaka smiled a small smile. “Oh, and did you find him? He has guests.”
“Guests?” As far as Yutaka knew, Kouyou had nothing except Yuu.
“Yeah, some friends from our childhood.”
“Mmm… Yeah, he’s here with me and unconscious, but Yuu…”
“Yes?”
“I think… I think he was raped.” Yuu’s eyes widened. No one touched what was his and got away with it!
“Why? How?” The panic was evident in his voice and Yutaka took note of that.
“He’s bloodied and bruised everywhere and his clothes are ripped.”
“Oh God… Yutaka, please take care of him for me.”
“Of course. I’ve been tending to his wounds for the past 20 minutes and put him in the guest bedroom.”
“Thanks. When he wakes up, he’s probably going to want to go to school. Just introduce yourself and give him some make-up to hide his wounds if he wants.”
“Definitely. I’ll also feed him and give him some of my big clothes.”
“Yutaka, you’re a doll.”
“I love you.” He smiled.
“I love you too. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Okay.”
“Oh! And tell him I’m sorry. I really am. This will never happen again.”
“I will and Yuu?”
“Yes?”
“Even though this might be a bad experience for him, it’s a good one for you. You just have to be gentler with him.”
“Yes, and for your kindness, I’ll also let him go.” Yutaka’s eyes widened in surprise. This is what he’s wanted all this time! He was finally getting it! He just couldn’t take it. Kouyou just got hurt; maybe, he’s going to need someone to lean on either way.
“No Yuu, not yet. Slowly let him go. He’s going to be in even more pain if you just break it off like that.” Yuu smiled sadly.
“Yeah, I guess you’re right… we’ll see how it goes…”
“Yup. I’ll see you soon Yuu.”
“Bye Yutaka.” The line went dead. Yuu sighed and ran his fingers through his silky hair. “What the hell is wrong with me? I’m getting soft! No, I guess it’s because Ruki and Reita are here. The old Yuu is coming back; Aoi’s coming back.” Yuu shook his head of his thoughts and went back to the living room where he left his two friends.
“Aoi!” Ruki exclaimed when he came in his sight. “Where’s Uruha?”
“He’s at a friends’ house.”
“Oh…” Ruki pouted. Reita went behind his lover and rubbed his back.
“Taka, it’s okay, we’ll see him tomorrow…” The blonde looked towards the raven with a questioning face. “Right?” Yuu hesitated. Kouyou, as Yutaka said, is bruised and bloody. He won’t be bloody tomorrow but the bruises would definitely show. “Yuu, he is coming tomorrow right?” Yuu again didn’t answer as he stared back at the blonde with a blank expression. Reita’s eyes narrowed. “Yuu Shiroyama,” Yuu knew he was only called by his first name when something meant business. “What happened to Kouyou.” A question, not a statement. Yuu laughed and Reita’s eyes narrowed even more.
“I was messing around! Kouyou’s coming tomorrow!” The blonde’s eyes were still narrowed as his little lover glared at Yuu.
“Yuu you bastard! I believed something happened to him! How could you do that!? You’re still the same.” Ruki pouted and crossed his arms as he plumped down on the fluffy couch a few feet away from where he was previously standing. Reita relaxed his suspicions, but kept a note for himself to talk to Ruki about it.
“As are you Takanori.” Yuu chuckled. “How about you guys pick him up for college tomorrow?” Ruki looked at his lover excitedly.
“Actually, we’re going there already. We’re starting the college on Monday, but we’re looking at it tomorrow.”
“Really? I’m sure he’d be very happy to here that.” Yuu’s smile slowly faded. He’d have to be careful with what he did with Kouyou now. “Where are you guys staying?”
“Well we were supposed to get here in the afternoon but-“
“Akira, don’t get started.”
“Taka had to dress up, eat, pee, and did a whole lot of things that wasn’t contributing to the packing.” Ruki rolled his eyes.
“Oh please Akira, you liked it so don’t complain.” Yuu laughed out loud.
“It’s been ages! You guys really haven’t changed!”
“Of course not!” Ruki retorted.
“Well… anyways, since Ruki held us up,” Akira made a pointed glare at his lover to stop his response and Ruki rolled his eyes but shut-up none the less. “We couldn’t go look for an apartment so we’re going to find a hotel.”
“Nonsense! Stay with us! This house is way too big for just Kouyou and me. There’s a bedroom downstairs if you don’t want the one up stairs.”
“For the sake of your ears, we’ll sleep downstairs.” Ruki blushed at the comment and Yuu laughed.
“Okay then, get some sleep then. I wake up early to go to work so breakfast will be served. I also probably won’t be here, but you can always call right?” They nodded. “Well I’m off to bed; we’ll have to catch up tomorrow.”
“Definitely.” Reita smiled as he watched Yuu go upstairs. The couple went to their car and brought in their big luggage. They figured they could take the small ones out tomorrow before the go to the school. Once they were set they went into their new bed.
Ruki snuggled under the covers and went closer to his lover. Reita put an arm around him to bring him closer.
“Yuu’s so nice.” Reita nodded.
“Yeah, but Taka, did he seem a little strange when he was talking about Kouyou? I mean, there was… I don’t know what it was… but there was something in his eyes telling me that we should be paying attention to what he does… especially around Kouyou.”
“Akira, Yuu was just messing around. He’s always been like that. Besides, they’re madly in love. They never once left each other’s sides.”
“But-“
“Don’t worry Aki, let’s just sleep. Your princess is tired.” Ruki yawned as if to enforce his statement and Reita chuckled. He kissed his lovers hair.
“Alright princess, but when I start calling you that, it’s not my fault.”
“Just sleep.” He grumbled.
“So mean.” He smiled and waited for his lover to drift off in his arms then turned the lights off. “Night Taka.” He then fell asleep.
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I'm so angry. I was in the middle of this story and I guess something happened because all my work got delted and I had to rewrite it and it's just not the same! I'm very upset with this chapter! I'm sorry if you think it's bad too =(
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3