Nighttime disturbances
I woke up in spasm today, that wasn't so nice.
I had a weird dream too, have searched FR but nothing...... I dreamed I was at work, which is enough to scare me anyway, and it was jostling with people, and I was talking to someone on a phone. It was someone I knew at school, used to go out with my oldest friend actually..... And he was sobbing and sobbing and sobbing because something terrible happened. And he was trying to justify it in spiritual ways, about God's will, or that he would have to cope with it because God wouldn't give him more to deal with than he could handle....those kinds of things. And I was saying "but hey, you're allowed to rant and rage about this, it's big stuff, it's ok"
I woke feeling quite freaked out, to be honest. For someone to rise, unbidden, from the depths of my mind like that and be in such a predicament must be odd. I know I heard on the grapevine a couple of things about him (his wife lost a baby, and one of his parents is really sick with Cancer) but that was a while ago now. If I see J.O. online today I might ask her if she knows anything. RPH bought us Freuds Interpretation of Dreams for Christmas, maybe I'll go read that!!
Am up too early with the ol' tum. Need more fluid now.
I had a weird dream too, have searched FR but nothing...... I dreamed I was at work, which is enough to scare me anyway, and it was jostling with people, and I was talking to someone on a phone. It was someone I knew at school, used to go out with my oldest friend actually..... And he was sobbing and sobbing and sobbing because something terrible happened. And he was trying to justify it in spiritual ways, about God's will, or that he would have to cope with it because God wouldn't give him more to deal with than he could handle....those kinds of things. And I was saying "but hey, you're allowed to rant and rage about this, it's big stuff, it's ok"
I woke feeling quite freaked out, to be honest. For someone to rise, unbidden, from the depths of my mind like that and be in such a predicament must be odd. I know I heard on the grapevine a couple of things about him (his wife lost a baby, and one of his parents is really sick with Cancer) but that was a while ago now. If I see J.O. online today I might ask her if she knows anything. RPH bought us Freuds Interpretation of Dreams for Christmas, maybe I'll go read that!!
Am up too early with the ol' tum. Need more fluid now.