Hello old friend.....
Wow. Can't believe im posting on here. Im 40 now. Pretty sure I was in my 20"s the last time I added an entry. I read a few old entries and they are all sad and painful. I hate that I think of this place when Im not in a good place. Maybe it's a good thing. Since I can some what let it out. I'm not good right now. I'm so stressed all the time. I can't sleep right. I guess I never have. I feel like I'm mad all the time. I don't want to go home after work. I'm drinking too much again. I can't turn my brain off. I hate everything. I can't escape. I can't....