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I can't take it anymore!
I'm sick of people getting my hopes up about ANYTHING and then letting me down horribly. Its in my love life, my friends, my family, EVERYTHING. The worst is in my love life, I feel like thats all woman do to me. Make things amazing, fun, happy, then bam...gone. Bye. Hope I never see you again! Like for no reason at all. Is that my purpose in life? Make people feel better about themselves, fix them, and then watch them walk away? Sorry was I suppose to smile as you walk away? I don't think whats left of my heart can take it anymore. I think I'm going to flip out if it happens again, I already feel like I'm losing it. I'm going insane right now. I don't know what to do. I have no one to talk to, and the 2 people I do have to talk to wont understand. I have no where to go, nothing to do, no one in my life. I've never felt so alone. FUCK! Now I'm fucking about to cry, wtf is this?! Ugh I feel like taking a gun to myself right now.
FUCK IT!
*shoots myself*
I'm sick of people getting my hopes up about ANYTHING and then letting me down horribly. Its in my love life, my friends, my family, EVERYTHING. The worst is in my love life, I feel like thats all woman do to me. Make things amazing, fun, happy, then bam...gone. Bye. Hope I never see you again! Like for no reason at all. Is that my purpose in life? Make people feel better about themselves, fix them, and then watch them walk away? Sorry was I suppose to smile as you walk away? I don't think whats left of my heart can take it anymore. I think I'm going to flip out if it happens again, I already feel like I'm losing it. I'm going insane right now. I don't know what to do. I have no one to talk to, and the 2 people I do have to talk to wont understand. I have no where to go, nothing to do, no one in my life. I've never felt so alone. FUCK! Now I'm fucking about to cry, wtf is this?! Ugh I feel like taking a gun to myself right now.
FUCK IT!
*shoots myself*