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INSTRUCTIONS:
write ten statements,
intended to different people.
never tell which one is to who
things you've always wanted to tell people.
1. I'm sorry I have in the past and keep on getting your hopes up. We don't have the same perspective on it and I just can't shake the feeling that it wouldn't work. I can't take the chance you want me to.
2. I really really really regret not keeping in touch with you. But I was scared and more than a little immature and hindsight is 20/20. For better or worse you made a big impact in my life and I sometimes think talking to you would be the only way to keep me grounded.
3. You are probably...no definitely...the only person I can see still being in my life at age 80. I have no idea where i'd be if you weren't.
4. I hate you. But I also love you. And if there's one thing I could change about it, it would be getting the friendship we had back. Not the "friendship" we have now, but the people we were and the good times we had. I really miss it.
5. You made it impossible for me. You made me uncomfortable, embarrassed and little. I'm not sorry for not liking you.
6. I miss you. A lot. And I wish we were still as close as before. And that life didn't get so rough. But I'll still be here for as long as you need, no questions asked.
7. You are twisted. You deserved everything you got and though it's a stretch, I hope you learned from it as well.
8. Thanks for being the one person in the world that I knew no matter what heinous thing I did, you'd be there at the end. Thank you for accepting me as I am.
9. I have lost all respect for you. The fact that you're more worried about what other people will think of what you did than the actual consequences makes me sick. There are people depending on you and you just let all of them down.
10. To a lot of people - I'm sorry. I don't know what I'm afraid of exactly, but I'm sorry that I can't make it happen. I'm sorry that the one thing you want is the one thing I am most scared to give. I'm sorry it's impossible for me to put myself on the line, even with the possibility of it working out. I can't explain it, but I really am trying.
write ten statements,
intended to different people.
never tell which one is to who
things you've always wanted to tell people.
1. I'm sorry I have in the past and keep on getting your hopes up. We don't have the same perspective on it and I just can't shake the feeling that it wouldn't work. I can't take the chance you want me to.
2. I really really really regret not keeping in touch with you. But I was scared and more than a little immature and hindsight is 20/20. For better or worse you made a big impact in my life and I sometimes think talking to you would be the only way to keep me grounded.
3. You are probably...no definitely...the only person I can see still being in my life at age 80. I have no idea where i'd be if you weren't.
4. I hate you. But I also love you. And if there's one thing I could change about it, it would be getting the friendship we had back. Not the "friendship" we have now, but the people we were and the good times we had. I really miss it.
5. You made it impossible for me. You made me uncomfortable, embarrassed and little. I'm not sorry for not liking you.
6. I miss you. A lot. And I wish we were still as close as before. And that life didn't get so rough. But I'll still be here for as long as you need, no questions asked.
7. You are twisted. You deserved everything you got and though it's a stretch, I hope you learned from it as well.
8. Thanks for being the one person in the world that I knew no matter what heinous thing I did, you'd be there at the end. Thank you for accepting me as I am.
9. I have lost all respect for you. The fact that you're more worried about what other people will think of what you did than the actual consequences makes me sick. There are people depending on you and you just let all of them down.
10. To a lot of people - I'm sorry. I don't know what I'm afraid of exactly, but I'm sorry that I can't make it happen. I'm sorry that the one thing you want is the one thing I am most scared to give. I'm sorry it's impossible for me to put myself on the line, even with the possibility of it working out. I can't explain it, but I really am trying.