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The semester is over for me.
Lets summarize how it ended:
-I ended up doing HORRIBLY over all.
-I will pee if I don't end up on academic probation... the thought of which makes me want to vomit.
-I'm pretty sure I just failed my math final and thus will no doubt have a C- or D in the class... which means I will be forced to take it over.
-I failed my Anthro exam for which I studied hardcore... not realizing that the exam was not cumulative. So I did study the proper material... just not enough to remember it all.
-I have no where to live next year. Campus View apartments are utter shit and cost a ton. So they are probably out.
-I'm so poor that I can't even pay the down payment if I do find a place to rent for next year.
I think what upsets me the most is my grades. I know I'm capable of doing infinitely better. And the fact that I did so poorly is my fault and I can only blame myself. At least if I were stupid I could say that I did my best. I didn't even approach my best this semester.
Fuck.
Lets summarize how it ended:
-I ended up doing HORRIBLY over all.
-I will pee if I don't end up on academic probation... the thought of which makes me want to vomit.
-I'm pretty sure I just failed my math final and thus will no doubt have a C- or D in the class... which means I will be forced to take it over.
-I failed my Anthro exam for which I studied hardcore... not realizing that the exam was not cumulative. So I did study the proper material... just not enough to remember it all.
-I have no where to live next year. Campus View apartments are utter shit and cost a ton. So they are probably out.
-I'm so poor that I can't even pay the down payment if I do find a place to rent for next year.
I think what upsets me the most is my grades. I know I'm capable of doing infinitely better. And the fact that I did so poorly is my fault and I can only blame myself. At least if I were stupid I could say that I did my best. I didn't even approach my best this semester.
Fuck.