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I am seriously running out of ideas for things to write about. Shows how boring and routine my life really is, I guess. There has been more activity about the house, though. The painters have been back, and the glass people are almost finished with the railing. They had to fix the railing around the landing on the stairs because it blocked out the switch for the pool cover key. I believe that has been fixed now, and today they put in the glass. All the noise has kind of made me feel vulnerable again, plus, like yesterday, I haven't been feeling physically all that well. Though today has been better. I wonder if it's PMS again? Since I had two periods last month, I feel that it's too soon, but who knows what my body is doing? Maybe it's not the beginning of PMS, it's just anxiety or allergies or who knows what. My body can be so weird. It seems that I am beginning to feel the effects of garbage eating more now: the more junk food I eat, the more likely it'll be that I won't feel good. So I guess I should start eating healthier, as hard as that is, since I have such a huge craving for "comfort food". Also, just a need to eat more, even if I'm not hungry, just eating to comfort something in me or to alleviate boredom. I just wish eating healthier was easier, less time-consuming. And cheaper. Seems like it would be easier if it was the whole family eating a meal together, instead of just my lone vegetarian ass. 'Cause that is one thing making it more complicated and deters me: I'm fixing meals for myself, and I want them to be quick and easy, but healthy and fresh. And made from stuff we have around the house. I hate having to go to the store for supplies for just one meal, but I never know what I would be making for the next day, and things don't stay fresh for long, so I'd have to use it up. And usually recipes are for family meals, so I'm the one eating the leftovers for ever. Basically, all this is saying is that I'm lazy as all hell, and don't want to have to plan my weekly meals in advance. I'd rather just have microwave meals on hand. Which I think can be healthy, maybe not as healthy as fresh, but better than fast food or whatever. But lately, the store has mostly been carrying bean and cheese things in the vegetarian section. No more steak or meatloaf meals. :( And it's not like the veggie section was huge to begin with, but now they've replaced half of it with "organic" meals that are of course not vegetarian. Why can't the "organic", "free range" crap just be in with the other frozen meals?! Just because vegetarians don't eat meat, doesn't mean we don't eat anything or hate the convenience of microwave meals or anything. Bastards.