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[beehee]

I'm gonna be truthful here with myself alone. Im in the wrong, this hard edged lesson Ive chosen to learn. It kills, it fucking tears me apart inside, and Im scared. I cant reveal to my loved, I need to deny from myself a certain severity due to the lack of concentration in my future ive been showing.

its understandable though. i need to take care of this, and move on. thats all there is for me man. take it like it is.