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I have the feeling lately that I've been wrong about more things than right. It's frustrating, like I don't know what to do, and I have no way of telling right from wrong. I'm grateful to the people I know who are patient and don't judge me while helping me to see the difference. I worry, though, that I only see this distinction in the easy things, the things that don't really matter. What if I am wrong about something on a much larger scale? Does it matter?
I guess I'm a little depressed, since it's been a few weeks since I saw my Love. At school, around the people I know here, I'm never really happy like I am with her. It doesn't matter if anything is wrong when I am with her, because we are strong enough to handle anything. But here... it's like I'm helpless to change or even notice the things which are wrong.
But that doesn't really matter - I'm going to go see her in a few days.
I'm sure I'll read this later and not understand any of it.
I guess I'm a little depressed, since it's been a few weeks since I saw my Love. At school, around the people I know here, I'm never really happy like I am with her. It doesn't matter if anything is wrong when I am with her, because we are strong enough to handle anything. But here... it's like I'm helpless to change or even notice the things which are wrong.
But that doesn't really matter - I'm going to go see her in a few days.
I'm sure I'll read this later and not understand any of it.