hmmmmm last week was one of those weeks
It was one of those weeks that really, really make you go arse.
First work, we had been planning for the big project plan, outlining where we can get more work in and what sort of numbers we can do as Claire was leaving n goin back to Barrow on Friday. With the ideas to either bring in another 3- 5 scanners to maximize scanning output, when out of the blue on Thursday we found out just as I got into work that Liberata were pulling all the temp and agency staff associated with the LSC from all the sites. 750 jobs gone with out us knowing the reason why.
That was emotional to say the least, I've never had to sack more than 2 people at a time, so 105 was a little bit of a shock to say the least. The sacking of the day shift was rough on me because I really liked some of them. But the sacking of my shift was heart wrenching.
I have a permanent contract, which when I go back in on Weds means that I help the other 4 get all the stuff sorted and sent back to the LSC head office in Darlington. But after that, well no-ones entirely sure. There are jobs coming up between now and xmas for the 4 of us. But no-one knows the policy or regs to keep us there. So that's a tad worrying.
And secondly I met someone who has changed the way I feel about someone. She is like my soulfire. The attraction was apparent right at the beginning. Lots of people knew how we would feel about each other before we did and even here with a snot filled moo. I am thinking of her, something I thought would never happen in a million years and she feels the same about me.
However there are a couple of snags. She is engaged to someone else, living with his family and worst of all she has a 1 year old. If it was not for her son, well there wouldn't be a problem for either of us. As it is, she doesn't want to be like her Mum who left her and her Dad when she was 14 and came back when she was nearly 16 and I am such a hypocrite cos I said I would never, never do what Dean did to me.
It looks like she has made her mind up anyway and chosen her son, of which I fully am supportive of, she is talking of not being able to work either as her other half doesn't want to pay out for childcare, even though it would each month mean more money for them. He errrr sorta knows about me anyway, So I think that has made his mind up for him somewhat as well.
So not sure about the future and not sure of what to do.
And the text I've just got has made me feel worse: Go back to being trapped and lonely, I miss you already.
Crap. Big piles of bean infested crap.
Ahhh well back to dancing round the room with Megan as she is still ill and I promised Sarah I wouldn't take her out.
First work, we had been planning for the big project plan, outlining where we can get more work in and what sort of numbers we can do as Claire was leaving n goin back to Barrow on Friday. With the ideas to either bring in another 3- 5 scanners to maximize scanning output, when out of the blue on Thursday we found out just as I got into work that Liberata were pulling all the temp and agency staff associated with the LSC from all the sites. 750 jobs gone with out us knowing the reason why.
That was emotional to say the least, I've never had to sack more than 2 people at a time, so 105 was a little bit of a shock to say the least. The sacking of the day shift was rough on me because I really liked some of them. But the sacking of my shift was heart wrenching.
I have a permanent contract, which when I go back in on Weds means that I help the other 4 get all the stuff sorted and sent back to the LSC head office in Darlington. But after that, well no-ones entirely sure. There are jobs coming up between now and xmas for the 4 of us. But no-one knows the policy or regs to keep us there. So that's a tad worrying.
And secondly I met someone who has changed the way I feel about someone. She is like my soulfire. The attraction was apparent right at the beginning. Lots of people knew how we would feel about each other before we did and even here with a snot filled moo. I am thinking of her, something I thought would never happen in a million years and she feels the same about me.
However there are a couple of snags. She is engaged to someone else, living with his family and worst of all she has a 1 year old. If it was not for her son, well there wouldn't be a problem for either of us. As it is, she doesn't want to be like her Mum who left her and her Dad when she was 14 and came back when she was nearly 16 and I am such a hypocrite cos I said I would never, never do what Dean did to me.
It looks like she has made her mind up anyway and chosen her son, of which I fully am supportive of, she is talking of not being able to work either as her other half doesn't want to pay out for childcare, even though it would each month mean more money for them. He errrr sorta knows about me anyway, So I think that has made his mind up for him somewhat as well.
So not sure about the future and not sure of what to do.
And the text I've just got has made me feel worse: Go back to being trapped and lonely, I miss you already.
Crap. Big piles of bean infested crap.
Ahhh well back to dancing round the room with Megan as she is still ill and I promised Sarah I wouldn't take her out.