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today=shitty day...well actually, it equals....had a horrible day yesterday and the aftermath has carried on into today, so it sucks. so...yeah yesterday was SUPPOSED to be good...
half day--yay!
going out to eat--yay!
dustin coming to work on tux--yay!
going to work--uhh...yeah
going to band--meh
going home--woo
going to kims to watch the mission trip videos--yay!
so, it was still a half day, i still went out to eat, BUT...this is where it starts to suck...dustin couldnt come over because his dad was being a jerk, i had to cart my sisters and brother around (christina and nick fought the whole time, my mom wasnt where she said she would be, nick didnt take his shoes--that i got in trouble for--and i was almost late getting crhistina to track), my mom got pissed because noone cleaned the kitchen...so she yelled at me, work was crappy, band sucked because my face just about DIED, and then i got lost going to kims house...and tried to keep my dad from finding out by telling him i had actually gone to her house (which i hadnt) and it turned out that kim had called about 5 minutes before i got home and was wondering where i was, so my dad figured out that i was lying...and im in BIG TROUBLE.
so...yesterday was bad. bad bad bad. and i realized what one of the worst feelings in the world is...and this will sound really dumb, i promise...but so do i most times. its awful when you really really need someone to hug...and there is no one there that would be of a good comfort to you. and i dont know if you guys know what im talking about but like...some people are good for hugging and making you feel better...and i just didnt have anyone yesterday.
i was scared to death when i was lost...i had NO IDEA where i was, so i freaked out...then the whole thing with my dad happened. so i was all stressed and going insane. and there wasnt anyone there. ick. i hate that feeling. but oh well...shit happens i guess.
so anyway i hope everyone else is having fun today and had fun yesterday, because i sure as hell didnt.
i hope the convo today will be good...brad will have all of his cymbals and tc will have the rest of their equipment, so i heard from nathan, so it should be pretty good. all they need is sean and yay fun stuff. ummm lindsey is jumping. go lindsey yayrah. that is all i can think of that interests me...oh yeah...guard and drumline. well maybe not guard...but thats how it goes.
um adios
feliz dia de los muertos
beef
argh...okay so sweet home alabama is okay in like...small doses (as in played once ish) but when you hear it TWELVE TIMES IN A ROW in the library you really just want the throw the radio into the wall. yeah...the stupid library people are listening to it...and thats ALL ive heard for the last 40 minutes. driving me absolutely NUTS.
half day--yay!
going out to eat--yay!
dustin coming to work on tux--yay!
going to work--uhh...yeah
going to band--meh
going home--woo
going to kims to watch the mission trip videos--yay!
so, it was still a half day, i still went out to eat, BUT...this is where it starts to suck...dustin couldnt come over because his dad was being a jerk, i had to cart my sisters and brother around (christina and nick fought the whole time, my mom wasnt where she said she would be, nick didnt take his shoes--that i got in trouble for--and i was almost late getting crhistina to track), my mom got pissed because noone cleaned the kitchen...so she yelled at me, work was crappy, band sucked because my face just about DIED, and then i got lost going to kims house...and tried to keep my dad from finding out by telling him i had actually gone to her house (which i hadnt) and it turned out that kim had called about 5 minutes before i got home and was wondering where i was, so my dad figured out that i was lying...and im in BIG TROUBLE.
so...yesterday was bad. bad bad bad. and i realized what one of the worst feelings in the world is...and this will sound really dumb, i promise...but so do i most times. its awful when you really really need someone to hug...and there is no one there that would be of a good comfort to you. and i dont know if you guys know what im talking about but like...some people are good for hugging and making you feel better...and i just didnt have anyone yesterday.
i was scared to death when i was lost...i had NO IDEA where i was, so i freaked out...then the whole thing with my dad happened. so i was all stressed and going insane. and there wasnt anyone there. ick. i hate that feeling. but oh well...shit happens i guess.
so anyway i hope everyone else is having fun today and had fun yesterday, because i sure as hell didnt.
i hope the convo today will be good...brad will have all of his cymbals and tc will have the rest of their equipment, so i heard from nathan, so it should be pretty good. all they need is sean and yay fun stuff. ummm lindsey is jumping. go lindsey yayrah. that is all i can think of that interests me...oh yeah...guard and drumline. well maybe not guard...but thats how it goes.
um adios
feliz dia de los muertos
beef
argh...okay so sweet home alabama is okay in like...small doses (as in played once ish) but when you hear it TWELVE TIMES IN A ROW in the library you really just want the throw the radio into the wall. yeah...the stupid library people are listening to it...and thats ALL ive heard for the last 40 minutes. driving me absolutely NUTS.