Apr 16, 2005 03:12
I feel like time at college has an expiration date each semester. There comes a point where you want to stay cuz it's college I mean who doesn't really want to stay but then it's like you know you've had enough. Things start getting to ya and it's just really that time to go home and get away from it all. Kinda like milk, you love milk, and you've had the carton for quite some time but you still have the urge to drink cuz it hasn't quite reached teh expiration date. So you take a sip but it's just not the same it's starting to go bad and thats when you know you need to go out and get yourself a fresh carton.
Can't wait to go back home though. I miss my friends more then anything in the world and I miss good home food. I miss my car and my own room. I miss trust.
This week was kinda boring. I surprisingly didn't have much homework so I sat around and did a lot of nothing. I tried finding jobs. But I'll have to save that for when I go home. I've been going through a lot of internal emotional turmoil which has caused a large lack of sleep, besides the usual loudness in my room which does not allow me to get a good nights sleep. altho I must say last night and today were the most incredible sleeps ever. It was sooo quiet you could hear a pin fall. AMAZING!
Tomorrow I think we are gonna go see a scary movie! yey! who knows what else may be in store. I also need to look for a good club shirt. Cuz I may have some plans when I get back home haha. Anywho! Off to bed I should go so I can get rid of this cold! I hate being sick.