break down
i was gonna give up on livejournal, but i need it. i have no one to really talk to right now. im on the urge of tears. i haven't seen majority of my friends in over a month. john's moving back this weekend and last night i realized how much i really miss him. there's certain people in my life that i really need to be there for me and it's hard when u don't have those people. i'm so close to having a breakdown. uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhhhhh.