thoughts
i don't know why i'm updating. no one ever comes on. maybe it's cause myspace is being gay. anywho. i haven't really talked to my friends in a while. i hate that. i spent the entire weekend at emily's. she's basically the only person i've really hung out with in a while. i went to church yesterday and realized i always thought of myself as a christian, but then i had to think twice about it. am i? i want to be one. i believe in god. but do i actually go by his ways? i don't know. i wish i grew up differently. at least religion-wise. hmm. i should go to church more. if u give up a few things r u a good person? if so, r u still a good person if u refuse to give up other things? hmm. o well. i have too much time to think now. ima go. bye.