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i decided i need change. i use to live off change. and now everything is the same. so i gotta go find sumthing different. hmm. not sure what though. it'll be a mission. i can't really change my surroundings, so i'll prolly end up changing myself in sum kinda way.
does life seem to be getting harder for anyone else? it's like u can't really rely on the same people anymore. i can barely rely on myself. and there's nothing to do anymore. what do i do now? wait for sumthing big to happen(nothing bad though)? is that ever gonna happen? the way things are going it doesn't seem like it. we'll finish college, start a career, get married, have children, have grandchildren, retire, and that's about it. not even all of that for sum people. it's kinda sad. when i was younger i use to have this big list of things ahead of me in life and i've accomplished alot of them. the list keeps growing shorter. it sux. unless i can add things to the list. maybe i just need more goals in life. ok, i feel a bit better now.
i wish i lived downtown cause i don't wanna go home. i hate commutting.
i also hate when i start to crack up in a really quiet room. that's been happening a lot lately. lol. o boy.
does life seem to be getting harder for anyone else? it's like u can't really rely on the same people anymore. i can barely rely on myself. and there's nothing to do anymore. what do i do now? wait for sumthing big to happen(nothing bad though)? is that ever gonna happen? the way things are going it doesn't seem like it. we'll finish college, start a career, get married, have children, have grandchildren, retire, and that's about it. not even all of that for sum people. it's kinda sad. when i was younger i use to have this big list of things ahead of me in life and i've accomplished alot of them. the list keeps growing shorter. it sux. unless i can add things to the list. maybe i just need more goals in life. ok, i feel a bit better now.
i wish i lived downtown cause i don't wanna go home. i hate commutting.
i also hate when i start to crack up in a really quiet room. that's been happening a lot lately. lol. o boy.